wiSh bearrr - goin for pUNk loOk :)  ¶ 8:50 PM 0 Comments

  shout shout..let it all oUt.. shout out to mr alverdian :P here's Wish Bear to keep you company tonight..haha :)..his star smells like lavender; to help you sleep better & for longer..goodness noes you need it..hehe..

am so tired..have been doing pretty much nothing cept clubbing, getting wasted n sleeping :P (am not complaining..hehe) OOooh, but actually managed to go grocery shopping today...laine, jon & i dragged our asses to get supplies...made nachos for dinner *looks very pleased with self* haha...yet another night of clubbing today...legs still hurt from bowling on sunday tho..yea, first time ever, drinking and bowling at the sametime..not a pretty sight!! twas alot of fun thOoo...everyone got creative with bowling stances and techniques *grin grin*..am kindda looking forward to going back home..miss me mates..gotta start packing soon...this time i WILL pack light..haha..2 weeks aint long 'sides spore's so hot...*sigh* alritey alriteY...gotta go get ready...*yawwwnn*


I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cuz my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin', please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know..
Did he touch you better than me
Did he watch you fall asleep
Did you show him all those things
That you used to do to me
If you're better off that way
Baby all that i can say
so you do your thing
and don't come back to me


i like i like..

-ng *(",)*
  ¶ 8:26 PM 1 Comments

  how do i put up a chat box..... how do i put up a chatbox.............
how are chatboxes put up........
anyone...?? any takers??   ¶ 11:09 AM 3 Comments

  stingrays beware... oOOhh...am getting ready for a stingray Feast :) wahahaha...am so suffering from Bbq-ed Stingray Defiency..haha..yes, there is such a condition :)..(en!! back me up on this one..hahaha..) *droOOl* i lose all sense of self-awareness around stingray..mr li, beware..hahaha...KIDDIN!! i'll try my best to remain composed..'nuff about my gluttony..

laine's currently half way thru her exam..her LAST one..*WoooHhOO!!* tonight's party time..the semester's officially over for us then..have learnt heaps, yesS, all you skeptics, i did come here for an education (please take note mong!! :P) haha...as always, being here for another half a year has brought along new peeps into my life..and some new faces have re-emerged..always nice...

spent an hour on the treadmill today..haha!! was on sucha roll (haha! im hilariuos n witty n a rioT!! haha)..didnt wanna get off, but i thought i'd better cause i was sorta swaying from side to side of the machine..hahaha..didnt wanna risk falling off or anything; tak glam Xp..am physically drained but mentally quite awake...*opens eyes bit wider* haha..gonna cheong city in awhile...reckon my day's jus begun...gonna be a long nite tooO...can't wait....

- a N ticipatin G  ¶ 1:08 PM 1 Comments

  relaaK.. am so sore i missed the "zhang" festival..altho my sister did buy some so i can feast when i go back...*dROooOL* haha..apparently she went to east coast and found damn good "zhangs" - even one that's black pepper flavour?? haha..wunderfuL..*chOmp chOMp* (hMm..miss my dawwwg :( )

exams are finally over...can breathe again...i'd say i got a pretty slamming start last night...hehe :)..so did joseph tho he's been on hols for forever :) oh well....looking forward to more clubbing...n going back in...8days..*does little dance -again- * dunno why but i suddenly miss home.....well, not suddenly, but like, it's kicking in now..

I WANNA COMPLAIN!!!! and jon jus catalysed it....i feel like a postwoman!!!!!
first my sister, then her friend...then my housemate...then my friend....THEN my other housemate....i dun wanna go back already la...*fuMEs & sMOkeS* *sUlks in corner*

- a N G ry   ¶ 6:28 PM 2 Comments

  anti cipation Ooh...one more exam to go tomorrow afternoon..then i shall relinquish me freedom!! haha..although i noe tmr morning will be the worst!! trying to cram everything in one last time...re-re-reading me notes..then again..this'll probably be slightly better than me psych exam...whatever it is..i can't wait..party for awhile..then i shall make my return to spore..altho me mates'll be abandoing me the first few days im back, to go to KL..huMPhetH....shall have to spend the weekend on my own..*makEs face..* haha..bring me back some goodies okiE?? :)

am so looking forward to going heels shopping when i go back to spore..all in favour please say AYE!! miss charles and keith..yuP!! the heels r really comfy..have become a staple for clubbing...there's a charles n keith here too..but the heels are like...twice the price, not taking the exchange rate into consideration..soO...shall come back to melb with a suitcase of heels..haha..*does a dance*

jon's getting reeeally settled in, that what he announced today..haha..like, he's getting used to the lifestyle n all...it's all good..super enthu about studying as well, keeps telling laine & i we have to keep him on track....(?) not the most ideal of pple to be telling but, we'll try our best...haha

this semester has flown by like that....still remember when i jus came backx and had so much trouble trying to look for an apartment...*sigh*..glad it's all over and done with..nex semester'll be better..*crossed fingers* not thinking about that for the time being...these past few months have changed my life so dramatically n drastically...cant believe it and really never saw it coming...laine n i were reminiscing & talking about how living away from home has really changed us...the feeling of independence and autonomy...makes us fell so grown up..i never knew what it was like before...i've come to realize i reminisce like that at the end of every semester..but hey, it's how i show my appreciation for what i've got n what i've conquered in a span of 3/4mths..

Independence has brought new meaning to my life and shown itself in a totally different light..not that it's a particularly good or bad thing..but it's jus...different..(for lack of a better word)..and i'm trying to embrace it as best i can..but i'm so not accustomed to it..and im still learning to deal with it....nuff said i reckon..hMm...?

gonna be jon's turn at the phone line in abit :)..haha..have i mentioned his "i must get fat & put on weight by the time i go back to spore" plan?? haha...therefore his indulgence in timtams..doritos, banana milk (eeWW!!! haha..) and everything that i dun eat...ALTHO! he has acquired a liking for smoked salmon..no thanks to me!! haha...alritey!! tis over to jon..

-nG


  ¶ 6:55 PM 0 Comments

  tis been awhile.. *phew*
these few days have been sucha whirlwind..emotinoal n schedule likewise..been getting up pretty early..like, 9,10+..yeshH, that is early..havent been doing much, per se..but, i feel like i've done 2million things in a day...*scrunched up face* oOh, have been pretty preoccupied with OC tho..haha..it's the usual trashy show..but for some reason, it's different...i guess the Cohen family's really heart warming..watching them function as a family's quite cooL...it's an escape route from reality..to think that people do live like that..well, it probably happens..but i fell like i NOE them..haha..presumptious but, hey...i love seth cohen...so im gonna pretend like i noe the newport community..at the risk of sounding somewhat teeny bopper-esque..i love the pretty dresses n bags..haha..exactly as joanas warned me before i started watching the series...am totally jealous..haha..then again, there's so much drama going on...given none of them i think a commoner as i am will have to deal with in this lifetime...but, im half glad i'm..noRmAL..haha..

felt like xena when i managed to help jonathan install his modem last night..after having tried and failed and whined the whoooole afternoon n early evening..i decided to give it a shot...n i worked it man..haha..woOhOOoo...jon was speechless :) anyways...i impressed myself more..and all those who noe me, noe im the IT idiot..haha..my sister'll testify..gladly :)...oh well..those days are over..hahaha..

pilates is alot of fun...difficult cause there're like a million things to do at the sametime.."work the pelvic muscles as you breathe in, extend your neck, keep in neutral position..dun strain your back, keep your shoulders on the ground...." hahahaha..totally gives new meaning to multi tasking man :)..haha..i'll probably cut the guys more slack when it comes to multi-tasking, from now on..hahaha..

have been busy preparing for my last exam..& getting jon settled in...forgot what it's like moving to a totally new place....such a lot of work..*ploNks* have a whole mess of thoughts in my head now..but they're all swirling around and dodging my temporal lobe....can't verbalise them...hMmm...

-ng  ¶ 5:56 PM 1 Comments

  hapPy biRthdaY qUEENiE.. hahaha..tis da queen's bday today!! i dunno which queen...da one in england i reckon..but it's all good, we get a public holiday..haha..no complains :)..
jon's here..brought him around today, showing him the city & all..he's sucha inquisitive fella..haha..asking about this & that building...BUT! he did bring OC for me!! *huRRAyY!!* -bless him!- hahaha...yepP..have jus watched the first episode...nOo, dun think the guys or gals are particularly hot, altho jon's trying to convice me they'll grow on me, & that the storyline's actually quite good as well....?? hMm...i shall see..haha..but yea, dun feel so out of it all now..haha..
(NB: bestfriend, SO THERE!!!! hahaha..i have seen OC!!! :P)

jon's flight landed at 4:45am this morning..had planned on going clubbing then straight to the airport..but thought it wouldn't be very nice for my friends who had to drive me there cause that means they wouldn't be able to drink..well, they tried convincing me that they would be able to..but, wasnt gonna make them risk it....ended up playing cards & dirnking at home..the drivers watched vcds while the rest of us played cards & drank water..cause we ran out of stuff to mix the hard stuff with (had to wait for a fren to bring coke over) we were soOooOO bloated!! haha..we took turns making dashes to the loo..haha..nonetheless, we jus took it as a detox session after all the prior nights of alcohol :)...
well, am jus glad the fella's here now...haha..& half taken over my room!!! hahaha..no la, i dun have enough space in my room for both our stuff...it's all good...we gonna watch somemore OC then gonna crash on the couch in the living room cause we cant decide who should get the bed..hahaha...BUT THE COUCHES IN MY LIVING ROOM ARE DAMN COMFY LA....hahaha :)..
shall keep you updated as to how i find OC...haha..apparently it's addictive...*raised eyebrow* we shall see....

-e N li G htened
  ¶ 11:17 PM 0 Comments

  amber lights......up my life *yaaawwwnn* jus woke up!! altho b4 any of you get on my case..i only went to bed at 11:30 or something..so that's like..5hrs of sleep..not dat bad!! quite insufficient in fact..haha Xp..

amber lounge was rocking last night..heaps of drunk & rude pple, but my mates were there & acting -to put it mildly- crazy..it was as if everyone had finished their exams..mayb it was the exam stress that was getting to everybody....haha..i think the red bull was what kept me up all night...dun really remember the music, cept that it was pretty goOod..must have been that's why everyone was up & about..fortunately the bar tenders did pretty well toO..didnt have to wait very long for drinks & all..everyone seemed to be having fun...of course everyone was also -to put it mildly, again- a 'lil High.

tonight's gonna be the last night of clubbing this week..*darrrnn*..then gotta hit the books again...after next tuesday tho, i'll be FREE!! *wHhEeeEE*...angel: am so sorry abt jon coming over & leaving you..but then all the gals are mostly still there!! haha..im jus taking 1 of them!! hahahaha..(kiddin jon!! but u noe we always thought you to be one of us :))..yes yes...so gonna try n keep awake tonight cause on second thought i dun think i wanna club till 4am then go to the airport..so i shall try n keep awake till then.....if not, you have my addy yea?? hahahaha..see ya in abit..


-e N li G htened   ¶ 2:21 PM 2 Comments

  freeee.. i feel empowered & liberated...for some reason..probably the fact that im done with one paper (altho that one was...*makes face* arRGH!! those whom i complained to will understand why..uh huh) nonetheless....im glad it's over..thus, it means more clubbing tonight & tmr night..then jon'll be here!! haha...
life's on the uptake :)..it's all goOd...

i was shocked at what i found out last night, about one of my friends...well, not so much shocked as surprised & flattered..i like our friendship, dun go spoiling that...it's all goOd kay :) thank you for everything you've done, i truly appreciate it..& tho you've probably heard all this b4..it doesnt matter :)..enjoy what you've got n dun think about what is not *smiles*
got great advice..*ahem* from a very undomesticated fella about domestication & men..*raised eyebrow* yes, u..hahaha..*wink wiNk*

have re-discovered some nice old songs..haha...once in a lifetime: gregorian..brings back memories of how i used to bunk in my sister's room when i was like, 10?? and she'd be studying in the middle of the night, with her retro songs playing (therefore & thus my friends, my love 4 retro & mambo night, please forgive me..hahaha) & i'd fall asleep to them..haha..the times of jason donovan & tiffany & tommy page...hahahha..criPE..but, yea..i still like them..haha..feel so old..& mouldy..haha..

im happy happy...(how rare..:)) all smiley & stuff..for no particular reason..that's the best part of it all...being happy jus cos...quite glad to be going back to singapore, albeit for 2 weeks, it'll be better than nothing...

-e N li G htened & hapPy & smilEy

  ¶ 8:51 PM 2 Comments

  fivel to the rescue... somewhere out there, beneth the pale moon light..
someone's thinking of me..& loving me tonight..
somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer..
that we'll find one another in the big somewhere out there

and even tho i noe how very far apart we r..
it helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star..
and when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
it helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

somwhere out there if love can see us thru..
then we'll be together..
somewhere out there,
out where dreams
come trueeee..

am totally freaking out right now...am about 14hrs away from my psych exam..it isnt that i havent studied...dunno why the exam jitters suddenly hit me like that...arghH....can't sit still..am jus flipping & flipping thru me notes...not really registering anything...jus freaking out...& as much as anyone says relaxxx..."you'll do fine" IT DUN HELP!! in fact it jus triggers more anxiety...noxious stimuli...agGhh....
fivel helps tho..the little mouse...haha....even tho the song's quite irrelevent to what im feeling right now, it is sooOtHing.....somehow..maybe cause im not quite as lost as he was.....ahH...

cant wait for like, 4:15pm tmr..haha...then i'll be going crazy...gonna be partying this weekend n awaiting jon's arrival...that'll be the next thing i look forward to, after getting over my first paper..then i'll have one left..haha..but jon'll be hear for me to whine tO..haha :)..
-no jon you can't change your mind about coming now...hahaha *hugs* hurry over!!-

jus celebrated joseph's bday tonight..had a barbi at his friend's place...the food was quite god, altho it rained halfway, half the balcony got wet..nonetheless, it was fun..took my mind off things for abit...hehH...
HapPy 20tH biRtHdaY bro!!! :)

-ng's got her freak on :p  ¶ 9:56 PM 2 Comments

  "morning has brooooken!!" *yawn* tis 7:47am...my gawdd...can't believe im up..it's not that i planned to wake up at this hour, but Sleep has been rather elusive of late..damnN..been waking up at 6something & desperately trying to get back to sleep...i gave up today n decided to get an early start...hahaha...plus!! MYER'S HAVING IT'S STOCKTAKE SALE!! from 7am-10pm!! *woOohOoO* haha..before you reach out to wring my neck cheche, im not there alrite...YET!! am half waiting for elaine to wake up so we can battle the crowds together..ha!ha!

hMm..mayb i havent been sleeping much cause im soOooo excited that jon's coming over...have been counting down..(counting down helps remind me my exams'll be over soon..soOo..) it's about...3days & 20hrs?? someeething liddat la...but yea..cant wait cant wait :)..ladedum..one more fellow clubber..hehehe..  ¶ 5:47 AM 0 Comments

  & then there were 2.. there're the 2 gals left in the house for now, cause one housemate's left...rather abruptly at that...but he'll be back :)..house seemed reeeally empty with 1 person gone..am so used to the hustle & bustle of an apartment full of pple..usual head count's 4..but these days it's "jus the 2 of us".."elaines" haha..or as we've been referred to as - "the little girls" or "young girl" :p
(if individual responsible is reading this: no, i ain't taking offence, jus REITERATING..haha..)
anyways..yea, house was suddenly really quiet when everybody left for the airport, leaving laine & i to mope & veg out in front of the teevee last night..then the wine was unleashed..followed by a life saver bringing oj, & for some reason Vodka came to join the party too..hahaha :)
if living with elaine has taught me only ONE thing..(laine, i said IF!! :P) it's that we're excellent at entertaining ourselves..anything & EVERYTHING becomes hilarious, absurd or jus plain old wacky..haha..we never fail to amuse ourselves which is a vital criteria of living together i reckon..calling each other from our rooms..bugging the other, whining together, (pointed, blatant, BUAY PAI SE attempts at) murdering each other..hahaha..we have a good life ay deariE?? :) simultaneously blasting r&b music from our rooms (no complains except for the ONE where someone simply asked that we blast the SAME song instead of jamelia from 1 room & black eyed peas from the other..)

all in all, i've grown to love this silly girl more..she's kept me going everytime i went down...i noe loads of pple out there care for & worry about me..but dun worry, elaine tan loves me!! & it's mutual!! hahaha..(yes, WE have become this shameless..haha) we've been thru all kinds of shitE...but she's always had her hand out to me, ready to walk/run with me (literally :)) anytime i need it..i never thought i'd one day rekindle a 15 yr long friendship in this way...and i noe it's all cause she's Elaine..*aWww* hehe...alot of pple have misconceptions about us & what we're like..but honestly, we're jus 2 gals, who have a lot of heart to dish out, but we've learnt the hard way, & we only spoon it out where it's deserving..

my bestfriend's kept me going tooO!!! haha..yesh youUuu...all the late nights of nonsensical msging & icq-ing..haha..thank you dear :)..& not forgetting..the JOYS & SORROWS he's shared with me..i DO appreciate it though i MAY come across as an ingrate (even u misjudge me!! haha..*grin*) *huG* you always make me laugh & feel like a total idiot cause i find myself smiling to my comp screen 4 no apparent reason Xp..it's at a stage i feel totally able to be at ease with myself & make as little sense as i wan/can cause i noe you'll still be my bestfriend..hehH..we've come a long way havent we??

course, there's my darling bus-77-friend..haha.only she noes who she is..thank you 4 always popping out of the blue from nowhere, but always when i need someone the most..we dun talk THAT often, but it doesnt matter cause i noe her & she noes me so well...there was a time she helped me to my feet (well, more than once, but this ONE time in particular) when i was totally flat on the floor..face flat :)..& you picked me up, piece by piece, AND put me back together....kudos to you my dearest KAP fwen..

che mong..haha..so diligently keeping up with her lil sister's blog & warped mind, not as if you dun noe all this already...always fanning & fuelling my desire to live a life jus to make her proud...i often lose all sense & purpose in life, but my cheche is one reason i noe i can't give up, whatever it is im doing..*ham chim pang you back!!* muahaha..you bring new meaning n significance to "MUSHROOOM SWISS"..the only person who'll willing put up with my truckloads of crap...actually she welcomes it with open arms cause she noes that by taking it from/helping me with it she's making my life better, so it doesnt matter if it means she gets bogged down with whatever i throw at her..these 21 yrs of my life, i've only grown to respect & love her more...but it all started when she made the first move (mayb the first & only time in her entire life) to love somebody before she knew how the other felt...

my life wasn't, isnt & never will be perfect..but i have reason to go on with it, cause of each one of you...


-ng: Blessed by the Very Best
ps: inspiration for this looOong entry probably came from a very nice conversation i had in the wee hours of this morning with a new found friend :) thank you   ¶ 12:30 PM 4 Comments

  but i dun like red ;) i've never seen you looking so lovely as you did tonight,
never seen you shine so bright..

Lady in red..is dancing with me, cheek 2 cheek..
there's nobody here, it's jus you & me..
where i wanna be..where i belong..
this beauty by my side....
i'll never forget the way you look tonight..

i've never seen you looking so gorgeous as you did tonight,
never seen you shine so bright
you were amazing..
when you turn to me and smile..you took my breathe away...

i've never had such a feeling..such a feeling of complete n utter love..
as i do tonight...

i'll never forget, the way you look tonight.....

yes, i skipped a few lines..i've re-discovered this song..& yes, all those who noe me, will noe im not much of a red person..but i've jus realized how sincere this song can sound...whether it was heartfelt..listening to it makes me melt...haha..it hasnt got the cliched "i will walk 500 million miles to get to you" or "i'll never break your heart" (no offense to all who recognize that..i do like bsb tooO..)
i think part of the attraction is the reality of the lyrics...they're simple and he's honest...jus complimenting her, not saying she'll be the most beautiful girl in the world even when she's covered wrinkles or has false teeth & when all her eyebrows are gone...

he jus wans to dance with her...and take in her beauty, while it lasts..while they have their dance....

i can deal with that...

-ng  ¶ 2:17 PM 4 Comments

  Hypnerotomachia Poliphili Hope was the last to escape from Pandora's box..after all the sorrows n pagues had escaped.. the best & the last of all things..the end all..

:) that suddenly struck me tonight...brought a smile to my face..not that i've acquired The meaning or purpose of my life...it jus hit me that i dun have to worry about that..cause brooding over it doesn't change a thing, let alone better the problem..

i dunno why i've been waging a war with something i can never overcome or conquer..with such a reverend, misguided passion at that...how unfortunate...i need major realignment..im not sure from who or what..mayb just from within, mayb from a Greater, Higher purpose..ironically i dunno if i want it...?? i dunno..i guess it doesnt matter what i wan right now...i trust it'll come to me eventually...even if my life is As Good As It Gets, i have no complains....


to all them dispairing souls out there...i hope you'll too see even the flicker of the light at the end of your tunnel...it doesnt work as well if someone leads you to it, as if you groped and stumbled your way there...*hug*


-e N li G htened  ¶ 10:15 PM 1 Comments

  wandering.. i wonder..does life ever work out the way you want it to..in the end? or do we just accept that whatever comes comes, and we just make it out to be acceptable and tolerable?? on hindsight..it's not possible life works out as we want, in fact never exactly as we want..mayb with a strike of luck, it ends up vaguely close to our second/third choice..is that depressing or what...besides, it isn't as if hardwork guarantees anything...nothing's ever certain thus we end up right at the bridge with 2 million contingency plans...if we even bother planning, that is...
once again, i reiterate that maybe not having expectations is the way to go..jus let whatever comes this way, comE! let it take it's best shot..then we pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off and continue this arduous journey...sure, there're little slopes along the way that ease the plateaued trip..but i think it's jus a way of throwing us off guard to make the uphill ride reeeally tedious....

hmM...is it just me being really impatient n difficult..??
i echo a friend...i hate uncertainty ..but there's nothing that can be done about it is there...? as i also told the friend, jus wait it out n go ahead with whatever is ahead of you at present...hehH..alot of good that's done..

-ng  ¶ 8:18 PM 4 Comments

  soudainement tout le monde parle français? *raise eyebrow* ceci vraiment amuse tout à fait ! haha ok i shall switch back to our FIRST language..in case you guys got carried away...and also because im bit paranoid about my french...*ahem*gRinz* did you guys know that ngster and i can also speak (or write) Italian, German and Japanese (to name a few)...ernsthaft! my fellow linguist..what can i say.

i can hardly wait for exams to be over! i miss bumming in the day and partying 10 nights (or mornings) away in a row...why did i ever whine about it then? aRgh tsktsk

oh well...

-tan

  ¶ 5:50 PM 0 Comments

  right back atcha.. la chanson Fuck You Right Back est très très bon!!! exactement comment je me sens...les filles, le recherchent!!
*sigh* un autre jour étude..je veux aller de nouveau à Singapour..ainsi fatigué de tout :(..*sigh* its okay i guess..soOon :)..

mong: vous devez écrire plus vite pour être premier!! ainsi hâte!!

angel: MERCI de tout, de votre appui et d'amour...les hommes devraient juste partir et nous laisser seuls..*hugs* je souhaite que vous ayez été ici avec moi!! it's okae i guess, i'll be back soon yea :)..hang in there!! tahan ya!! haha...

another day of studying..am not totally against it..just found out of another 2 parties after the exams..woOhOooo..."then comes my purpose again"..haha..oh well, till then, i gotta be at my desk..

short note about song..empowering n motivating..makes total sense although 'fuck' makes up half of the lyrics..haha..oh well..

c'est la vie!!!

-ng  ¶ 10:07 AM 1 Comments

  parce que français est bon juste a eu le café avec Elaine. a eu un bon pour parler des hommes qu'ils SUCK. les AM allant juste jouer le champ pour maintenant ont l'amusement it's bon haha aller dormir bientôt pourraient aller à la bibliothèque demain.le fatigué, mais le café a aidé :)

l'amour
être dans l'amour est mauvais mais l'amour est bon

-braindead ng
:P  ¶ 10:44 PM 2 Comments

  not thinking about it.... am in pain..but i dun even wanna think about what that means cause i'm immediately led to think of what i've been studying..is it the:
Ruffins corpuscles on my skin that are registering the pain
OR is it the:
Panician corpuscles? Free nerve endings? Messiner's corpuscles? Merkel's disks? well, that all depends on how my somatosensory receptive fields are reacting!! which is i dunno how...*smileeeeee* AND! it gets more interesting!! which pain receptors should i be looking at? High threshold mechanoreceptors or Capsaicin receptors? Adenosine triphosphate receptors??

and my brain hurts..ahH..is it the:
Frontal cortex? Occipital lobe? Temporal cortex or Parietal lobe that are sending off these action potentials from neurotransmitters thus causing my PAIN?!!

i dunno!! and i really dun care!!!
welcome to my world..you've been given an insight into jus what 2 of my (say let's be modest) 500 psych lec slides are about..intrigued??
I AS HELL AM NOT!!!...arghh...
agony....brain's falling apart...


now which part would that be....hMm......

*flops & dies..*

-i am ng, soon to be "she was ng, let's observe a moment's silence in remembrance..."  ¶ 2:00 PM 2 Comments

  earli biRd.. it's only like, 11am...am so tired n sleeepy..*yawn*..have been having problems sleeping..becoming insomniac i reckon..jus great..perfect timing, coinciding with my exams...*cURSEEe*..sigh..

brain's still saturated from library session yesterday...only finished like, 4 1/2 psych lecs..but brain still hasnt recuperated...psych sucks man..well it doesnt, but studying for it sure does...
bleahH..
bo pian..gotta continue studying..hit the library once again..up & coming happening hangout!! haha..trageK..sad existence..least the company's gOoD *grin*..
elaine jus woke up..great now there's someone else to listen to me whine..bet she regrets ever having said she'd be me housie..haha..but i noe she lUrVesSs me..like i LURve 'shROOms...hahaha..

off to get ready now..if i sounded vaguely pleased, this is what i mean
"to the hellhole i go.." haha..no la..not that bad...

zha neh!! *huGsSss*
-e N li G htened -  ¶ 9:02 AM 3 Comments