sloth i thought the world was jus really boring until sometime ago my previous pastor preached about boredom really being sloth. *wide eyed* & then it made sense to me...*guilty look*


a couplea pple i noe are doing internships and all while they're on break. but im like. totally not doing anything productive..oOhh..so so bad. but im enjoying my life. i mean who wouldnt if they didnt have anything to do. bleah..need to start doing more with my life i reckon.


nex semester's gonna be biiig pain. alot more intense stuff..plus i've got winter sem to do...& i might move..DON'T WANNA PACK!!!...jus the thought of everything that's gonna be happening as my years unfolds really intimidates me...i so wanna get thru this year. quick.
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  history 101 i dun like history. not as an a levels subj. not in reality. history should be buried.& left to be jus that. past. everyone's got their own history. supposedly we should all arm ourselves with some noe about the past so as to strengthen us in the future. right. poo. what if i dun wanna noe about the history? i mean...do we all have to noe about The history? i hate This extra piece of knowledege cause i really don't think it does any good. Yet. of course, the more we noe we should ignore something the more we all simply CANNOT. cause we wanna deal with it right? we wanna take it apart & analyze eeevvery teeny weeny detail. all in an attempt (a weak-assed one might i add) to do better in the future. bravo to you. you who is courageous & valiant. you go be the hero for the hour.

dun tell me about yours as much as you think it'll be applicable in my life. can i decide that much, please? dun feel inclined to have a heart to heart with me when i really dun care & you noe that. it isnt gonna change a thing. stuff your ego-centrism in someone else's place. no thank you to your ill-placed concern. but u noe, i'm fine. im in a good place right now. stop trying to ruin that for me. bugger off please. now.

i'll be in my corner if anyone needs me. for any other purpose only please.

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  departureee helloOoo my friendsss..i have newssss...i yam leaving on the 28th!!! instead of the 22nd!!!! (yes, of feb you evil pple...stop hoping im gonna leave you sooner :P) yeay. to me. heheeee
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  zhaa neh!! hey hey..tis specially for da queen...hope you all packed up & good to go :)..also..on this very eventful day of yours, i have to say.....HaPpy biRtHdAY JacQ..*biiig hug* you're always the one ushering the rest of us 'into the club' hahaha..thank you..!! :) anyways..please remember your passport n airticket n visa when you leave for the airport...am very proud of you for taking this step!!! challenging your pre-conceived notions of independence. please call & mail & msg & blog!!! :) (when i say 'please' i mean you MUS!! :)) 6mths'll go by jus like that..i'll see ya in june/july...u noe babe...anytime u miss home, remember we missing you tooOO!!! & we're available at anytime k...take it easy...i'll see ya later :)
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  bollocks.. ho hum..the amoy st hawker centre rocks...the food's like cheap n yummy...PLUS..didja noe, there's this unstated rule applicable only in the CBD area hawker centres - you can 'chope' tables by simply leaving a packet of tissue on it!!! so you jus leave a packet of tissue behind, go buy your food n come back to your table AND tissue paper.....apparently pple in that area respect this rule...i mean..how awesome is that...?? & this works during lunch hr...*blown away*

i wonder what makes these pple abide by the rule....i mean these are singaporeans we're talking about...


anyways my dears....THURS!!! ROGUE it is!!!!!!!!! woOhoOo....anyone been there??? hmm?? my uber-havoc/happs friends??? hahaha...please pray & hope it isnt too crowded...& that the music'll be good....hahahaha...we HAVE to get jacq smashed la this time.....hahaha..there. the plan's out in the open. so jacq. i quote our very wise friend, joaanasss...."dun fight the system"


all in favour please say aye???
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  mishmash i love you my darling friends!!!! even you, chin da prez who always has to make her presence felt..not that im complaining!! always good to have you around..my grandma still remembers you, noe chinnie :)


yesterday was great..hahaha..my friends, you pepps are the most insane buincha pple i noe..like, other groups of pple may have one or 2 characters?? but yous....you're all wacky..& beechy & very appreciative of good food & a good fire (did we grow to become liddat due to prolonged companionship with each other..or..were we already like this when we found each other???)..hahahaha..had the best time jus going on & on with jo the whole afternoon..have never prepared a barby like this one before..hahaha..pretty.damn.awesome.la....hahaha..


& i think we all have different pics?? of course, we all have one with 'da prettiest girl in nus' ..hahahaha..im sorry but that had to be done :) but we had our own cameras at differnt points of the night..we have to like, gather them all and replay the night, frame by frame.


so babes..are we doing phuture on wed?? hahaha..still have heaps of beer at my place..we could get a head start....lemme noe my dears....soon..hahaha..


ps: I'M SO SORRY MY MOM SPOILED THE SURPRISE WE SPENT SO LONG TRYING TO COME UP WITH...........
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  nutty bar chocolate had a super productive day today...went to camden in the morning..met minyi to watch alfie (really good, eye candy aside..) tried to go shopping to no avail..but then!! went to paragon with mark & we da bao-ed DTF's XLB for dinner..& twas still tres tres yummy..altho we had it abit late & it had gotten kindda cold, it was still a fab dinner..DTF's steamed dumplings only so so..should definitely stick to XLB :)..

anyways..thanx for accompanying me on my wild goose chase for a new bag today meanie mouse..:P hahaha..thanx for getting me to go watch alfie. i thought it would be the usual cliched romance flick..but, turned out to be fairly 'thought-provoking' then again, i guess not everyone'll think that..worked for me tho :)..nex thurs, aviator huh, meanie?? hahaha..u're on..u're on...cant wait...

amongst other things...tmr's friday..but my week's not anywhere near over...tmr's gonna be fun, plan's to go club, after like, very very long..sat's pretty chill (mr.li : dinner @ night, i havent forgotten...:) ) & sunday im gonna watch the spore vs indonesia sogger match @ the national stadium!!! how funky is that!! havent done that since i was like, in pri sch?? when the m'sia cup still included spore la...& my dad & cousins & i would go watch the LIONS train@ their various stadiums, & go watch the matches..
am i the only one ard who was in the fandi ahmad football club????



*greeted with silence*
i believe that's my cue........have a fab weekend my dears..
*runs & hides now...*
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  i dun care if i'm being shameless.nauseating.i wanna say it!!! please lemme say it!!!!!!!!!! i promise all you peeps. i'll come back down to earth.eventually.can i say it......????? *utterly poor thing look*

it's been an insanely.unbelievably.beautiful.one.month.& i love you so. =)

'I'm looking for love. Ridiculous, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love.' - Carrie to Alecsander.

carrie knows her stuff.
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  finally found sometimes you dun expect that friends can be good lovers in the end..
only God knows what the future will bring..


wise words..the honeyz knew what they were talking about. i noe quite a few peeps in this situation now..a;; i can say is..u honestly never noe. & that's supposed to be positive, uplifting sorta 'advice'..dun dun dun take it & twist it & make it pessimistic..i noe my frens..u guys will..damn all those years of building walls...(haha..i think all ours combined could rival the one in china!! *hug*) true, it's easy for me to say now. but experience does wonders. experience totally impacts our futures. experience is never bad (this is all said, fine n dandy on hindsight of course)..my dears....give yourselves a chance..

if you're not feeling sappy.n 'awww-ish' dunch read on. :)



i've got you. but that means so much more than jus having u. i've got more reason. more impetus. more courage. cause i noe you've got my back. & i can run to you & seek comfort & shelter. after all these years :) you're still the one. so much has changed, in your life.in mine. you've changed & so have i. but you're still the one for me. we found each other in the end. cause we never let go. thank you for being brave & deciding it's worthwhile. all those years of wondering..wandering..it's paid off. time will pass. hey, it's been so long..hahaha..what's a little more..?? it'll all be worthwhile my dear. i wanna fight & quarrel & cry with you. cause i noe that that hones us, for more crap ahead. we're both human - weak & flawed. but we'll draw strength from him, the greatest of all. :) *hug* thank you. thank you. thank you.


i'm sorry; this is loOOoNg overdue...
you..my dearest friends...all you who've seen me laugh & sob (i mean SOB). thank you. cause you helped in this ending u noe. always making me see past things. or to be rational. to move on. to dust me off & help me stand up again.to realize we are all only human. to be strong & not give up. the time we spent agonizing & analyzing. you guys deserve this much happiness too. as much as i do. :) thank you for being happy for me but especially WITH me....my angels from above...
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  holidays din tai fung's xiao long bao ish how good. not good 1st date food. but. it ish. so yummy?!! hahaha..it even beats the 'shao mai' by that leeeetle bit (hahaha jOOo: u can do your super pleased face now...) hahahaha...i willl not forget the face darling jo had on...when she picked up her XLB from the basket....hahahahahaha....didnt care that i had to renact it for the rest...hahaha..jOo..u my official #1 XLB fan...jacq & her bland ginger, glitter lio gloss & LUCIOUS LIPS!!!..grace n her sheepish looks..angel jus trying to stay out of all the bitchiness...hahahaha...you gals are the best..i cant believe we actually got starbucks to 're-open' for us??& that we spent so much time trying to categorize 'gu niang' 'damsel' 'gentle' & 'feminine' ...our out-of-pointness..our ability to SIMPLY.NOT.ANSWER open ended qns & JUS DIGRESS. (sorry jacqueeenn..) our inability to draw (grace google 'double breasted n single breasted jackets' ogay?? hahahaha..) our inexplicable affiliations with certain funky farm animals & COLOURS (helloOoO joOo & her royal purple-ness..*hug*)...i dun think any other pple are as receptive to bitchiness n as generous with it as my friends are. & we still all love one another. not a bit less.

we need to do that again soon babes..it's sucha feel good. & make me feel younger n spritely all over again...even tho i may not be. hahahaha. ..

love you much my friends...i hope my year stays like that...it'd be pretty perfect....will miss you peeps heaps when i return.....bleah
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