belle du jour
Saturday, April 30
5.5
so right. im trying to feenish my last assignment for this sem. having churned out 2 reports last week, feel like im on a roll. *snigger* (credit goes to A1, Blue & Fun Factory.)
well, half a roll - a tumble? haha. am really excited as i often am around these times. but then. this time, my mates'll be done with their exams when im back!!! yeay!! for them n myself :) was doing research before and suddenly thought of the wisma/taka underpass. haha..really missing it! so weird huh. & am really looking forward to mambo on wed!!!! so exciting. i noe what im gonna wear already!! hahaha..and am gonna remember to pack a pair of 'higher than usual heels' so i can combat the little things and stomp on any toes should (i really mean WHEN it arises.) the need arise. clearly dagger stares no longer work. kids these days are more resilient than before. & lighting doesnt permit it la. *pffftt*
my friends. bring on the stilettos. pointy ones. better for jabbing. haha. :)
*fades off singing in sebastian's voice..*
"shalalalalala!!! my oh my, look like the boy too shy aint gonna kiss the girl..shalalalalala!!! aint that sad, aint it a shame you gonna, miss the girl..."
come back my friends!!! ¶ 2:00 PM 0 Comments
well, half a roll - a tumble? haha. am really excited as i often am around these times. but then. this time, my mates'll be done with their exams when im back!!! yeay!! for them n myself :) was doing research before and suddenly thought of the wisma/taka underpass. haha..really missing it! so weird huh. & am really looking forward to mambo on wed!!!! so exciting. i noe what im gonna wear already!! hahaha..and am gonna remember to pack a pair of 'higher than usual heels' so i can combat the little things and stomp on any toes should (i really mean WHEN it arises.) the need arise. clearly dagger stares no longer work. kids these days are more resilient than before. & lighting doesnt permit it la. *pffftt*
my friends. bring on the stilettos. pointy ones. better for jabbing. haha. :)
*fades off singing in sebastian's voice..*
"shalalalalala!!! my oh my, look like the boy too shy aint gonna kiss the girl..shalalalalala!!! aint that sad, aint it a shame you gonna, miss the girl..."
come back my friends!!! ¶ 2:00 PM 0 Comments
Sunday, April 24
almost 11!!!!
i fired my driving instructor. hahahahaha. i wasnt mean about it. but he jus got on my nerves. and i'll probably swop to an automatic car as well. will be quicker. save money. :)
and this song ish for my friends. mambo on wed. 11th alriteyy?? dun say this isnt enough notice. if it isnt. deal with it. you're still there. :) hehe..i luurrrvee you guyss!!! ¶ 8:38 PM 0 Comments
and this song ish for my friends. mambo on wed. 11th alriteyy?? dun say this isnt enough notice. if it isnt. deal with it. you're still there. :) hehe..i luurrrvee you guyss!!! ¶ 8:38 PM 0 Comments
Friday, April 15
driver's seat. 20.5
i started driving lessons again, after like, a yr since i started (that was all of 3 lessons so it doesnt really count :P) have been having them 3-4 times a week. (death count till date = 0) really wanna get my license and jus get over with it. hate parking. & i KNEW i would!!! hahaha..cannot for the life of me remm which way to turn the blardee steering wheel when im trying to reverse parallel park on a slight slope. i say it's not my fault. least i dun stall. bah. but my instructor's this nice guy, really. boring too. haha. he's from this driving school called - road runner driving school. & he wears this polo tee, with road runner n porky pig on the front pocket. i havent laughed out loud. yet. but then he has these incredibly large sunglasses, with lens that're tinted plum. & it's the type of tint that fades to clear. again, im proud to say. i havent laughed. yet. *pats self on back*
hopefully when im back this time round, i can drive my friends when we go to holland for coffee or something. should be okay. (all those who feel they've lived the life, or those who feel they need some excitement in their life, nex time we have coffee, meeting place's outside my gate..i'll take it from there.)
am off to nex lesson. let's see what i'll learn this time round =)
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hopefully when im back this time round, i can drive my friends when we go to holland for coffee or something. should be okay. (all those who feel they've lived the life, or those who feel they need some excitement in their life, nex time we have coffee, meeting place's outside my gate..i'll take it from there.)
am off to nex lesson. let's see what i'll learn this time round =)
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Sunday, April 10
in memory. 25.5
ahh..enjoy this song my friends :) hehe. was thinking of tunes and a few came to mind.
angel - she had 'sweet child of mine' as her POLYPHONIC ring tone for awhile..& it was all the rage then..hahaha..I REMEMBER!!! this was prob ard j1 or a levels cause i remm it constantly ringing in kap....hmm...
jo - anything by savage garden..she was quite a fan... ;)
jacqueen - hahaha..the song playing in phuture when jacqueeen went to the loo and never came back & left the rest of us for death.
grace - GRACiE!!! i need a song!!! you couldnt have been the normal one amongst us all with no story...i'll think of one....*hmm*
vic - THE TITANIC SONG!!!! THAT YOU HAVE ACTIONS TO!!!! (right now i cant even remm it's title loh..i swear :) )
charoenchai - haha..i remm this song that peter yu and the guys were playing, for her farewell..near the assembly ground, on arts day??? anybody remm what song that was?? i'll remm it when i hear it for sure...
lovynn - independent woman. :) i can still see that dance..haha
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angel - she had 'sweet child of mine' as her POLYPHONIC ring tone for awhile..& it was all the rage then..hahaha..I REMEMBER!!! this was prob ard j1 or a levels cause i remm it constantly ringing in kap....hmm...
jo - anything by savage garden..she was quite a fan... ;)
jacqueen - hahaha..the song playing in phuture when jacqueeen went to the loo and never came back & left the rest of us for death.
grace - GRACiE!!! i need a song!!! you couldnt have been the normal one amongst us all with no story...i'll think of one....*hmm*
vic - THE TITANIC SONG!!!! THAT YOU HAVE ACTIONS TO!!!! (right now i cant even remm it's title loh..i swear :) )
charoenchai - haha..i remm this song that peter yu and the guys were playing, for her farewell..near the assembly ground, on arts day??? anybody remm what song that was?? i'll remm it when i hear it for sure...
lovynn - independent woman. :) i can still see that dance..haha
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blessed. 25.5
i need to move. laine n geoff are gonna be done this sem so i need a smaller apartment. but im scarred from previous experiences and so im really determind that the furthest i'll move is a few levels up or down from where i am now. it'll be excellent jus having to move things to the lift and not out of the block.
i started searching online but couldnt find a suitable one. bummer..then i got an email notifying me there were 3 available, but i had to move in at the end of the mth, which is too soon. and the rent was quite a bit more than what i had planned on paying..but i thought i'd jus apply anyways and see how things go.
alas, i got lazy and on friday when i decided i'd finally go down to the property agent to hand in my applications....this very helpful girl told me over the phone. that, there was ANOTHER unit available:
1) on my floor!!!
2) available when i wanna move
3) cheaper rent!!!
feeling so so loved and blessed right now. :) ¶ 12:48 PM 0 Comments
i started searching online but couldnt find a suitable one. bummer..then i got an email notifying me there were 3 available, but i had to move in at the end of the mth, which is too soon. and the rent was quite a bit more than what i had planned on paying..but i thought i'd jus apply anyways and see how things go.
alas, i got lazy and on friday when i decided i'd finally go down to the property agent to hand in my applications....this very helpful girl told me over the phone. that, there was ANOTHER unit available:
1) on my floor!!!
2) available when i wanna move
3) cheaper rent!!!
feeling so so loved and blessed right now. :) ¶ 12:48 PM 0 Comments
Monday, April 4
home. 31
hold me
mold me
sometimes i feel so all alone
see, i gotta find my way back home
so why dont you
shape me make me
wash me whiter than the snow
i gotta find my way back home.
master upon my knees i pray
i jus want to be the clay
put your arms around me
place my life in your hands
Lord, i know im jus a man
i know you understand
this time im letting go
till you
cause im lost & alone
i've been wandering
long enough to know
humbly i search for you
& im not gonna rest
till you..
really like this song..altho only recently discovered. think it says alot of things that i often cant put in words. it's jus parts of it that i've posted. so it may not all make sense when read at once..but in individual stanzas they could be model answers for the way i feel sometimes. or the way anyone could feel.
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mold me
sometimes i feel so all alone
see, i gotta find my way back home
so why dont you
shape me make me
wash me whiter than the snow
i gotta find my way back home.
master upon my knees i pray
i jus want to be the clay
put your arms around me
place my life in your hands
Lord, i know im jus a man
i know you understand
this time im letting go
till you
cause im lost & alone
i've been wandering
long enough to know
humbly i search for you
& im not gonna rest
till you..
really like this song..altho only recently discovered. think it says alot of things that i often cant put in words. it's jus parts of it that i've posted. so it may not all make sense when read at once..but in individual stanzas they could be model answers for the way i feel sometimes. or the way anyone could feel.
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Sunday, April 3
passe. 31
i saw you
no i didnt jus see.
i felt & i knew
there was something about you.
in my heart
i took your hand
then you didnt know.
now you understand
you dropped it
i felt it.
cldn't catch it.
or retrieve it.
couldnt show it.
or bemoan it.
you
turned around
took my hand
picked me up
regained my stance.
i
learnt how to walk
know how to run.
didnt know i could fly till you took to my side.
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no i didnt jus see.
i felt & i knew
there was something about you.
in my heart
i took your hand
then you didnt know.
now you understand
you dropped it
i felt it.
cldn't catch it.
or retrieve it.
couldnt show it.
or bemoan it.
you
turned around
took my hand
picked me up
regained my stance.
i
learnt how to walk
know how to run.
didnt know i could fly till you took to my side.
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Saturday, April 2
