3 peeps who were in great Great need of caffeine...  ¶ 11:42 AM 0 Comments

  Official ambassador of the Happy Fairies!! tried posting something up at like...10:30..when i woke up..but of course...it didnt work out...so the whole blardee thing got erased...shiat....anyways...am half way thru my readings for last week..hahaha..oh yea...a lil behind that's all...gotta catch up today...have a mission to be door bitch tonight..helping a friend out..haha...now now..all you evil pple....stop thinking those thoughts...i noe what you guys are thinking okay....i'm not THAT perfect for the job!!!! :P haha...

spent my first night in a single bed last night..not the most comfy..especially with all the company i had...all my ToyS..all 300million of them..haha..well, they're good company..they're Exceptional listeners i've realized..hahaha...i'm losing my nuts and bolts..i noe i noe...

oh ya, elaine's mom n aunty are coming over, for like..10days...haha..can't wait to see the transformation..altho..it'll probably be fun, her mom's suppyling our alcohol, courtesy of dutyfree...muahahaha....

And..gonna have a house party this friday..*woOhOoo* to celebreate elaine's 21st and a belated house warming thingamajidd....it's all goOod :)..there'll be jus enough standing room for everyone i reckon..haha..but we've got the BEST direct, next door neightbours..they're like..new zealanders, early 20's..and we get along really well..(they're gonna buy us a microwave..) but they're the ravers..into techno and all, so they volunteered to open up their apartment, let us store the mixers and ice at their place..cause we've only got room for the alcohol..hA! :) and if anyone wans techno over r&b..they can go next dooR...quite exciting :) haha..can't wait...

come on come on
move alittle closer
wanna hear you whisper
come on come on
settle down inside my love...
come on come on
world's alittle brighter...
we're accidentally in love
*(",)*
  ¶ 11:20 AM 0 Comments

  3 cheers!! for elaine, elaine n the new dude hahaha...noPe..dun think i'm narcissistic..not a teeny bit..haha...oh well, am jus really happy n all (enjoy it while it lasts..you've been informed..) have found anew housemate...*wink wink* girls..you noe what that's for Xp..haha..yea..he's moving in like..sunday/monday..so it's all gooD..will have someone around who can do hammering...-i hopE- altho i have my doubts...-damN-...anyways...

got creative today in lecture....:P elaine n i jus bought this wooden shelf thing from ikea..cause the house is reeeally bare noe...especially the living room..our rooms are still cluttered and messy, no worries :)...and there were 2 black boards that we found in the cupboard..dunno where they're from or what they're doing there..but anyways...i decided to hammer the boards into the shelf..and now, we have a make shift photo album..haha..decided we're gonna take heaps of pics and put them up there...*looks pleased with self* hehe...Once again...i reiterate...i dun think we're narcissistic...hahaha...:) jus..borED :)..it's all good...

mommy left this morning...midnight..so house is really quiet...oh well, as quiet as elaine n i can be...which is QUITE!!! haha..partly why we wan company and a replacement housie asap...:) miss my marm...no food today, when i returned from uni..so sad...

oh...got highlights in me hair...they're RED!!!! and only on the bottom half of my hair...?? but still...bright..and got like a little cut too...*sob sob* yea...jus hoping the red'll fade alittle.....*crossed fingers..*

anyways!!! chin up bestfriend!!! am right behind you!! :) dun worry okay?? easier sad than done..but hey..it'll work out..and i quote "mayb it's for the best" :)

"i seem to have lost my phone number..can i borrow yours??" lame or Lame?? hMmm...haha...Guys: do not try this..not at home..not anywhere!!! :)

cheers..literally!! hahaha


  ¶ 3:08 PM 2 Comments

 
jus us...being us....now you noe us...hahaha..ps: i have no idea how OR WHY elaine ended up in that position....she was quite comfy tho i reckon..hahaha!!!  ¶ 1:25 PM 0 Comments

 
note: the legs...to me: disgustingly fair..to elaine: I LIKEeee...  ¶ 1:25 PM 0 Comments

 
i SWEAR...we weren't trying to do anything..but fox trot..haha..REALLY  ¶ 1:21 PM 0 Comments

 
all of us.. L2R: brendon, elaine, phyllis, me and vinh..gin gang..literally..haha..  ¶ 1:13 PM 0 Comments

 
hav eno idea what i was trying to say..altho im pretty sure it was infinitely important..haha  ¶ 1:12 PM 0 Comments

 
elaine & i..in an awkward position altho i can't remember why..hmm..haha  ¶ 1:12 PM 0 Comments

 
phyllis (elaine's friend who's visiting..), me, and elaine!! :) at crown...  ¶ 8:24 PM 0 Comments

  mary jane.. hmm..okay..jus got compared to mary jane..as in spiderman's friend...now..how so..?? brain ain't functioning....i dun geddit.....?? *confused* *perplexed*....*scrunched up face* still dun geddit...hahaha...it's jus me i reckon...

anyhows...the 3rd housemate in the apartment's moving out this week...elaine n i are trying to find someone else to bunk with us..in the middle of semester..not easy at all..*argh* yet something else to be bogged down by...gotta settle stuff asap..not easy..so weird when it'll jus be the 2 of us (b4 we find someone else to take over)...it'll be quiet-ER..*sigh*

alot of changes taking place as we speak..well, as i speak....did silly tests today..courtesy of a nice fren who's been trying to keep me occupied :) thank you!! haha...badgers are so unbecoming :) nonetheless..distracting :)..which is good...

another week starting...more lecs and more upheavals...still..am looking forward to being kept busy...might even find motivation to start on assignments early :) *whoA!!* haha..and of course...if that happens...all credit shall go to me bestfren okay...?? (haPpY??? :P) haha...

aust losing the 4 x 100m freestyle relay added to my list of disappointments...*argh* cannot believe it.....bought a pair of heels to make up for it...haha..

DETERIORATING-IMPRESSIONABLE girl?? i am so not a mary jane!! haha..swine.....!!! u better change that...haha..

*hugs* to all those who need one :)

  ¶ 10:15 PM 1 Comments

  crumbs of life.. where are the damned pigeons when i need them...

*sigh* am having a really crummy day....it's been this way for awhile now...jus been grumpy & irritable...been thinking alot..about all the wrong things...& OF COURSE about all the things i shouldn't think about & should jus let be.....i've been told i'm really easily distracted...hehH..i noe i am...quite ill disciplined...well, i hate that right now EVRY LITTLE THING gets to me...i hate that i care so much...and that im so easily bugged...*argHh* wish i could focus better...& learn to chiLL..and take it easy more...i wanna fast forward time & go home to all my friends....they always make me feel better..& like im a better person...& despite alllll my flaws...im still perfect to them....thanx guys....am like, 1/4 way thru my semester already...HA...that was quick..like, every 3 wks im 1/4 closer to the exams and to returning home..it really is quick if you think about it...yet....it isn't quick enough.....*siGh*

life's all yucky and gross.....and i feel especially helpless & insecure....do not like it one bit......i bounce(?) between emotions..cant settle on one tho that'd make things easier..but im too scared to jus settle on one way...very very coward-ish i noe...but..im too scared to decide and do anything about anything..NO!! actually...it isn't in my power to decide!!! cause the ball aint in my court right now!! i dun think it'll be coming back for awhile..so, once again..i reiterate..im helpless..kudos to this mate i have who i noe has quite an exceptional ability to deal with uncertainty tho it freaks him out and destabilizes him, as hell...but somehow, he deals with it like many a thing...i need more certainty.....i need to have more trust & i need to jus....let go of things...cause there isnt anything i can do about it......(i think...?) i really wanna let go of everything right now..and do something with my life that i really wan? and noe why im doing it..

:(

life's gotta get better mate...i really really hope it deosnt plateau here & now.....

:( i wanna go home.....


  ¶ 1:16 PM 0 Comments

  poo-tay-toe head.. yeshh..that's you, bestfriend...POO-tay-toe head..for saying i look like one of those african women who put plates in their lips..hahaha.....humPhethH...meeeeaniE....*makEs facE*

oh well, am up really early..by my standards la...it's only 10:45am..been up for about 15mins...??not bad at all..& i woke up on my own accord...!! *beams* haha...plus, i only went to sleep at 4..soO...reckon this'll be a good day...*crossed fingers* & i hope my mommy isn't cranky like she was last night....uGhh..i yam still siiiiigg.....*cough COUGH*..jus wanna curl up in bed again..and do nothing..but the week's jus started for me...and it's gonna get increasingly sian....bahH...

lucky sister gets to go to europe -again- bahH....can't believe she's ditching me & melbourne for stinky 'ol europe...HUMPPHH!!!!..well, you better get me something nice aiite!!! hahahaha :P if not...*cracks knuckles*..haha..i noe i noe..like you're remotely trembling..u always end up pounding me anyways...nEh~ Xp...well, at least im gonna take a trip down to milan(?) with my girlfwens nex year...woOhoOoo...(it is nex year right....??) hehe...damn....*mental note to start saving* :P

alrite folks...have a good day and week all round....take care & relakkk..
*huGS*
  ¶ 8:45 AM 1 Comments

 
me & my cutlery..the big red thing is representive of the relationship we have..haha..will put up pic of the matching utensils soon :)..  ¶ 2:16 PM 0 Comments

  spread your wings or! your peanut butter ;) what's a fading memory...?? and hence, what is a faded memory...? 'sides an oxymoron...cause shouldn't 'memories' be vivid. clear. preferably defined. precise.
something you remember is a memory..something that's forgotten is.....?? what's a 'vague memory'?? does it still count??

unfortunately i think most things that get forgotten are often those things we should remember....
forget the grudge. the wrongdoing. the animosity. the grief.
bear in mind the love. the blessings. the good. the kindness. the favour.
forget the disappointments. the heartbreak. the dejection. the pain. the sorrow.
remember the hug. the smile. the friend. the cheer. the bliss. the triumph. the comfort. the trust
hahaha...and i need to get real huh??!! oh well...
i dunno how we can forget upon instruction..?? someone gimme the formula quick....let's make big bux together..haha..before anyone tells me to go run into a wall, with my head tilted at a precise angle...i'd much rather prefer a painless way...that means all u drop your hopes of knocking me over n out :P...eviL eviL pple..has nothing i've been saying clicked?? let gooooo......all together now......*ooOOmm* :)


  ¶ 1:56 PM 0 Comments

  insane in sane in sane am really tired...feel like i'm on the brink of falling sick..like, throat and nose already acting up..ugHh....feel a headache coming on.....double ughh...had to wake up pretty early for class today..didnt get enough rest last night i reckon...probably inhaled too much bleach and washing powder when i was doing the washing earlier today....haha..hands are all raisin-nified..haha...u noe what i mean...

cornflakes i had for lunch tasted dodgy too :\

had a weird day yesterday...lapsed between absoluate crap, crapy and utter, absolute crap......seomtimes i find myself in conversations that i haven't the slightest idea about or how the hell i end up on that topic....*perplexed* and i wanna get out of it but there's no turning back!! im being forced to finish a conversation that has turned into this huuge hulabaloo that never should've been delved into..or there was no need to...and the greater the effort made to steer away from the topic the greater the grave i dug...brilliant...

brrrilliant

elaine jus came in with honey & chrysanthemum tea for me..to soothe my throat..so sweet..her i mean ;)..this was after she brought in a kitkat..haha..guess the guilt ate her up..haha *hug* i luurve you!! hehe...
  ¶ 9:44 PM 2 Comments