finally found
sometimes you dun expect that friends can be good lovers in the end..
only God knows what the future will bring..
wise words..the honeyz knew what they were talking about. i noe quite a few peeps in this situation now..a;; i can say is..u honestly never noe. & that's supposed to be positive, uplifting sorta 'advice'..dun dun dun take it & twist it & make it pessimistic..i noe my frens..u guys will..damn all those years of building walls...(haha..i think all ours combined could rival the one in china!! *hug*) true, it's easy for me to say now. but experience does wonders. experience totally impacts our futures. experience is never bad (this is all said, fine n dandy on hindsight of course)..my dears....give yourselves a chance..
if you're not feeling sappy.n 'awww-ish' dunch read on. :)
i've got you. but that means so much more than jus having u. i've got more reason. more impetus. more courage. cause i noe you've got my back. & i can run to you & seek comfort & shelter. after all these years :) you're still the one. so much has changed, in your life.in mine. you've changed & so have i. but you're still the one for me. we found each other in the end. cause we never let go. thank you for being brave & deciding it's worthwhile. all those years of wondering..wandering..it's paid off. time will pass. hey, it's been so long..hahaha..what's a little more..?? it'll all be worthwhile my dear. i wanna fight & quarrel & cry with you. cause i noe that that hones us, for more crap ahead. we're both human - weak & flawed. but we'll draw strength from him, the greatest of all. :) *hug* thank you. thank you. thank you.
i'm sorry; this is loOOoNg overdue...
you..my dearest friends...all you who've seen me laugh & sob (i mean SOB). thank you. cause you helped in this ending u noe. always making me see past things. or to be rational. to move on. to dust me off & help me stand up again.to realize we are all only human. to be strong & not give up. the time we spent agonizing & analyzing. you guys deserve this much happiness too. as much as i do. :) thank you for being happy for me but especially WITH me....my angels from above...