Hypnerotomachia Poliphili Hope was the last to escape from Pandora's box..after all the sorrows n pagues had escaped.. the best & the last of all things..the end all..

:) that suddenly struck me tonight...brought a smile to my face..not that i've acquired The meaning or purpose of my life...it jus hit me that i dun have to worry about that..cause brooding over it doesn't change a thing, let alone better the problem..

i dunno why i've been waging a war with something i can never overcome or conquer..with such a reverend, misguided passion at that...how unfortunate...i need major realignment..im not sure from who or what..mayb just from within, mayb from a Greater, Higher purpose..ironically i dunno if i want it...?? i dunno..i guess it doesnt matter what i wan right now...i trust it'll come to me eventually...even if my life is As Good As It Gets, i have no complains....


to all them dispairing souls out there...i hope you'll too see even the flicker of the light at the end of your tunnel...it doesnt work as well if someone leads you to it, as if you groped and stumbled your way there...*hug*


-e N li G htened  ¶ 10:15 PM