belle du jour
Tuesday, May 31
my new apartment. mine all mine.
bit closer up. my blue couch. TEEEEENY TINY teevee on left of pic. if you'll please notice. the wonderful machine beside tv, the silver thingy - my cable box! oh yeah! haha. gazillion channels here i come!! ¶ 8:16 PM 0 Comments
bit closer up. my blue couch. TEEEEENY TINY teevee on left of pic. if you'll please notice. the wonderful machine beside tv, the silver thingy - my cable box! oh yeah! haha. gazillion channels here i come!! ¶ 8:16 PM 0 Comments
my room..
the other side of room. table bit messy. piled with notes. i cant help it!!!!! oh. NOTE: spongebob duvet n pillow case *beams* how how? approval please. ¶ 8:14 PM 0 Comments
the other side of room. table bit messy. piled with notes. i cant help it!!!!! oh. NOTE: spongebob duvet n pillow case *beams* how how? approval please. ¶ 8:14 PM 0 Comments
view of my room, from the door (which is a sliding one. quite happs i reckon. haha.) ¶ 8:14 PM 0 Comments
the loo..
heh. very white & difficult to upkeep. thankfully cleaners come in every 2 weeks. :) ¶ 8:12 PM 0 Comments
heh. very white & difficult to upkeep. thankfully cleaners come in every 2 weeks. :) ¶ 8:12 PM 0 Comments
kitchenette!!!
my kitchen!! still very unused = ungreasy and clean. hehe. the plastic-bag-as-trash-bin very tat glam. i noe. *cringe* ¶ 8:11 PM 0 Comments
my kitchen!! still very unused = ungreasy and clean. hehe. the plastic-bag-as-trash-bin very tat glam. i noe. *cringe* ¶ 8:11 PM 0 Comments
Wednesday, May 25
math i love.
19 days till i leave for food, shopping, coffee-ing, nuahing paradise.
366 days since i blogged my first entry *beams* i kept it up!!!
12 days till my first exam.
167 days since that "lunch.don's.teh tarik" friday.
15 days till it's six mths.
2 days till i move.
168 days since national treasure.
10 days till you return home. ¶ 11:15 PM 0 Comments
366 days since i blogged my first entry *beams* i kept it up!!!
12 days till my first exam.
167 days since that "lunch.don's.teh tarik" friday.
15 days till it's six mths.
2 days till i move.
168 days since national treasure.
10 days till you return home. ¶ 11:15 PM 0 Comments
Monday, May 23
i love you. i really do :)
to see u smile
gives me reason to wake up in the morning
to hear u laugh
gives me courage to hang on till the evening
to hold ur hand
gives me reason to let go of my fears
to smell ur hair
gives me reason to fight back my tears
to stroke ur cheek
gives me reason to believe
to be the one u love
i never have to do anything
to see you smile, to hear you laugh
to hold your hand, to smell your hair
to stroke your cheek, to feel your heart beat.
daily pleasures i truly miss,
simplest pleasures that now make me weep.
i hold my arms out
& i have absolute belief
no matter what it may be
you're right there for me.
i cant be with you all the time
but please noe you're always on my mind.
seeing every kiss, hug or hello exchanged makes my heart ache
but there's so much more i can take.
if only because i take comfort, i draw strength
that i truly noe, we'll be okay.
i may be back more often than i should be. i may miss classes for that extra day i get to spend with you. but it never makes leaving any easier. it never makes being apart from you any better. i wish i could change some things. but i noe they're for the best tho they may take all our strength. i really hope no one ever has to be away from those they hold close in their heart. i really wish we'd sometimes stop thinking and jus feel. i wish we could miraculously treasure every moment we have with our family and friends. and remember that a lifetime isnt long. forget the little things. forget the petty tiffs. dont reminisce only to wish somethings could be taken back. reminisce & think that was time well spent & you wouldnt change a thing. give memory more credit and fill it with things worthy of our 'only so many years'.
i still dun adhere to carpe diem cos i think that's abit idealistic. we're human afterall and we're prone to sqaundering the good things we have. to take for granted the blessings bestowed upon us. did the bride noe her groom wouldnt meet her at the alter, decked out in his best gear but instead get hit by a car and never get there, not even in his shabbiest outfit. i do believe tho, that if everytime we're doing something, whatever it may be, chores, work, fighting or whining, we take time to remember and re-consider honestly, what's important to us. it'll make being thankful alittle easier everytime. and maybe alittle less arrogant, self occupied and self indulgent. ¶ 8:23 PM 0 Comments
gives me reason to wake up in the morning
to hear u laugh
gives me courage to hang on till the evening
to hold ur hand
gives me reason to let go of my fears
to smell ur hair
gives me reason to fight back my tears
to stroke ur cheek
gives me reason to believe
to be the one u love
i never have to do anything
to see you smile, to hear you laugh
to hold your hand, to smell your hair
to stroke your cheek, to feel your heart beat.
daily pleasures i truly miss,
simplest pleasures that now make me weep.
i hold my arms out
& i have absolute belief
no matter what it may be
you're right there for me.
i cant be with you all the time
but please noe you're always on my mind.
seeing every kiss, hug or hello exchanged makes my heart ache
but there's so much more i can take.
if only because i take comfort, i draw strength
that i truly noe, we'll be okay.
i may be back more often than i should be. i may miss classes for that extra day i get to spend with you. but it never makes leaving any easier. it never makes being apart from you any better. i wish i could change some things. but i noe they're for the best tho they may take all our strength. i really hope no one ever has to be away from those they hold close in their heart. i really wish we'd sometimes stop thinking and jus feel. i wish we could miraculously treasure every moment we have with our family and friends. and remember that a lifetime isnt long. forget the little things. forget the petty tiffs. dont reminisce only to wish somethings could be taken back. reminisce & think that was time well spent & you wouldnt change a thing. give memory more credit and fill it with things worthy of our 'only so many years'.
i still dun adhere to carpe diem cos i think that's abit idealistic. we're human afterall and we're prone to sqaundering the good things we have. to take for granted the blessings bestowed upon us. did the bride noe her groom wouldnt meet her at the alter, decked out in his best gear but instead get hit by a car and never get there, not even in his shabbiest outfit. i do believe tho, that if everytime we're doing something, whatever it may be, chores, work, fighting or whining, we take time to remember and re-consider honestly, what's important to us. it'll make being thankful alittle easier everytime. and maybe alittle less arrogant, self occupied and self indulgent. ¶ 8:23 PM 0 Comments
Sunday, May 22
extortion
i want to:
- go on a holiday, somewhere to kick back. no shopping needed. HONEST!!!!
- hurry and feenish my exams!! (3 weeekss!!)
- be more consistent at QT..
- see my meese flip flops!!
- meet up with my friends whom i havent seen for so long!!
- get off my arse *sheepish look*
- go on a rollercoaster & yell my lungs out.
- fast forward 22 days.
- party.
- find somewhere to wear my gold ballet pumps to.
- save money. no.really.
- buy a metallic balenciaga. :(
- keep my cupboard tidy
- go to my special place with you.
- go to your special place with you.
- jus sit beside you & hold your hand.
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Friday, May 20
while you were sleeping
have gotten my first exam - take home exam that's due on the 3rd of june. heh. not complaing cos it's like interesting stuff that in total has to be less than 1000w. so im absolutely dealing fairly okay. in my opinion of course. :)
got keys to new apartment today. & lugged 2 mobile-make-shift-clothes racks (dismentled) around city today while i bought 2 more pairs of ballet pumps! (i jus adore them) and 2 boleros *guilty look*. seriously. the bulky boxes were supposed to stop us -laine & i from shoping, but no. we jus summoned strength from goodness noes where. & kept going *shy* anywaysss!!! will be moving things over to new place bit by bit. probably starting with clothes and old books i dun need...heh. so exciting. water & electricity will be connected on monday so i cant do much til then. nonetheless i cant wait to move. across the hallway. heh. (my friends, can redirect mails to 109/22 instead of 102/22 henceforth!!!!! :) )
i love how jacq disguises her home coming gatherings/meet up gossip sessions as "get-over-jet-lag-crew meetings" now why have i never thought of something like that? i DO get jet lagged k. i DO. :P
wish i was gonna be at magic mountain in a few hrs with you. bah. so much more enticing than staying home. studying. UGH.1.5hrs before tis yahoo time. & it's killing meeeee....bah. come home soon. ¶ 9:24 PM 0 Comments
got keys to new apartment today. & lugged 2 mobile-make-shift-clothes racks (dismentled) around city today while i bought 2 more pairs of ballet pumps! (i jus adore them) and 2 boleros *guilty look*. seriously. the bulky boxes were supposed to stop us -laine & i from shoping, but no. we jus summoned strength from goodness noes where. & kept going *shy* anywaysss!!! will be moving things over to new place bit by bit. probably starting with clothes and old books i dun need...heh. so exciting. water & electricity will be connected on monday so i cant do much til then. nonetheless i cant wait to move. across the hallway. heh. (my friends, can redirect mails to 109/22 instead of 102/22 henceforth!!!!! :) )
i love how jacq disguises her home coming gatherings/meet up gossip sessions as "get-over-jet-lag-crew meetings" now why have i never thought of something like that? i DO get jet lagged k. i DO. :P
wish i was gonna be at magic mountain in a few hrs with you. bah. so much more enticing than staying home. studying. UGH.1.5hrs before tis yahoo time. & it's killing meeeee....bah. come home soon. ¶ 9:24 PM 0 Comments
Tuesday, May 17
zip up & buckle down. 29
i always get stuck with old folk when im on the plane. things i've noticed:
1) old folk enjoy reclining their seats all the way back when im sitting behind them.
2) the one with the loudest snore has to be sitting beside me
3) the one with the weakest bladder has to be between me and the window.
4) the chattiest ones find their way to me.
5) the most loving old couples are always in my view.
im not complaining tho. i jus wonder why.
it was 6degs when my plane touched down. (well, not my plane but mayb jo will change that in the future. hehehe) needless to say jeans and a tank top were alittle little. especially while i waited for the cab. ALSO!! i will never be able to have a career as a drug trafficker. in addition to my guai lan face, apparently my face reads "suspicious" or some thing. cos i always get directed to LANE 4 in the airport, where they scan your luggage for arms and all things illegal, or for things that are harmless but you try and smuggle in without declaring to save trouble, for example maltesers. very sad. ¶ 4:12 PM 0 Comments
1) old folk enjoy reclining their seats all the way back when im sitting behind them.
2) the one with the loudest snore has to be sitting beside me
3) the one with the weakest bladder has to be between me and the window.
4) the chattiest ones find their way to me.
5) the most loving old couples are always in my view.
im not complaining tho. i jus wonder why.
it was 6degs when my plane touched down. (well, not my plane but mayb jo will change that in the future. hehehe) needless to say jeans and a tank top were alittle little. especially while i waited for the cab. ALSO!! i will never be able to have a career as a drug trafficker. in addition to my guai lan face, apparently my face reads "suspicious" or some thing. cos i always get directed to LANE 4 in the airport, where they scan your luggage for arms and all things illegal, or for things that are harmless but you try and smuggle in without declaring to save trouble, for example maltesers. very sad. ¶ 4:12 PM 0 Comments
