i love you. i really do :)
to see u smilegives me reason to wake up in the morningto hear u laugh gives me courage to hang on till the eveningto hold ur handgives me reason to let go of my fearsto smell ur hairgives me reason to fight back my tearsto stroke ur cheekgives me reason to believeto be the one u lovei never have to do anythingto see you smile, to hear you laughto hold your hand, to smell your hairto stroke your cheek, to feel your heart beat.daily pleasures i truly miss,simplest pleasures that now make me weep. i hold my arms out& i have absolute beliefno matter what it may beyou're right there for me.i cant be with you all the timebut please noe you're always on my mind.seeing every kiss, hug or hello exchanged makes my heart achebut there's so much more i can take.if only because i take comfort, i draw strengththat i truly noe, we'll be okay. i may be back more often than i should be. i may miss classes for that extra day i get to spend with you. but it never makes leaving any easier. it never makes being apart from you any better. i wish i could change some things. but i noe they're for the best tho they may take all our strength. i really hope no one ever has to be away from those they hold close in their heart. i really wish we'd sometimes stop thinking and jus feel. i wish we could miraculously treasure every moment we have with our family and friends. and remember that a lifetime isnt long. forget the little things. forget the petty tiffs. dont reminisce only to wish somethings could be taken back. reminisce & think that was time well spent & you wouldnt change a thing. give memory more credit and fill it with things worthy of our 'only so many years'. i still dun adhere to carpe diem cos i think that's abit idealistic. we're human afterall and we're prone to sqaundering the good things we have. to take for granted the blessings bestowed upon us. did the bride noe her groom wouldnt meet her at the alter, decked out in his best gear but instead get hit by a car and never get there, not even in his shabbiest outfit. i do believe tho, that if everytime we're doing something, whatever it may be, chores, work, fighting or whining, we take time to remember and re-consider honestly, what's important to us. it'll make being thankful alittle easier everytime. and maybe alittle less arrogant, self occupied and self indulgent.