& then there were 2.. there're the 2 gals left in the house for now, cause one housemate's left...rather abruptly at that...but he'll be back :)..house seemed reeeally empty with 1 person gone..am so used to the hustle & bustle of an apartment full of pple..usual head count's 4..but these days it's "jus the 2 of us".."elaines" haha..or as we've been referred to as - "the little girls" or "young girl" :p
(if individual responsible is reading this: no, i ain't taking offence, jus REITERATING..haha..)
anyways..yea, house was suddenly really quiet when everybody left for the airport, leaving laine & i to mope & veg out in front of the teevee last night..then the wine was unleashed..followed by a life saver bringing oj, & for some reason Vodka came to join the party too..hahaha :)
if living with elaine has taught me only ONE thing..(laine, i said IF!! :P) it's that we're excellent at entertaining ourselves..anything & EVERYTHING becomes hilarious, absurd or jus plain old wacky..haha..we never fail to amuse ourselves which is a vital criteria of living together i reckon..calling each other from our rooms..bugging the other, whining together, (pointed, blatant, BUAY PAI SE attempts at) murdering each other..hahaha..we have a good life ay deariE?? :) simultaneously blasting r&b music from our rooms (no complains except for the ONE where someone simply asked that we blast the SAME song instead of jamelia from 1 room & black eyed peas from the other..)

all in all, i've grown to love this silly girl more..she's kept me going everytime i went down...i noe loads of pple out there care for & worry about me..but dun worry, elaine tan loves me!! & it's mutual!! hahaha..(yes, WE have become this shameless..haha) we've been thru all kinds of shitE...but she's always had her hand out to me, ready to walk/run with me (literally :)) anytime i need it..i never thought i'd one day rekindle a 15 yr long friendship in this way...and i noe it's all cause she's Elaine..*aWww* hehe...alot of pple have misconceptions about us & what we're like..but honestly, we're jus 2 gals, who have a lot of heart to dish out, but we've learnt the hard way, & we only spoon it out where it's deserving..

my bestfriend's kept me going tooO!!! haha..yesh youUuu...all the late nights of nonsensical msging & icq-ing..haha..thank you dear :)..& not forgetting..the JOYS & SORROWS he's shared with me..i DO appreciate it though i MAY come across as an ingrate (even u misjudge me!! haha..*grin*) *huG* you always make me laugh & feel like a total idiot cause i find myself smiling to my comp screen 4 no apparent reason Xp..it's at a stage i feel totally able to be at ease with myself & make as little sense as i wan/can cause i noe you'll still be my bestfriend..hehH..we've come a long way havent we??

course, there's my darling bus-77-friend..haha.only she noes who she is..thank you 4 always popping out of the blue from nowhere, but always when i need someone the most..we dun talk THAT often, but it doesnt matter cause i noe her & she noes me so well...there was a time she helped me to my feet (well, more than once, but this ONE time in particular) when i was totally flat on the floor..face flat :)..& you picked me up, piece by piece, AND put me back together....kudos to you my dearest KAP fwen..

che mong..haha..so diligently keeping up with her lil sister's blog & warped mind, not as if you dun noe all this already...always fanning & fuelling my desire to live a life jus to make her proud...i often lose all sense & purpose in life, but my cheche is one reason i noe i can't give up, whatever it is im doing..*ham chim pang you back!!* muahaha..you bring new meaning n significance to "MUSHROOOM SWISS"..the only person who'll willing put up with my truckloads of crap...actually she welcomes it with open arms cause she noes that by taking it from/helping me with it she's making my life better, so it doesnt matter if it means she gets bogged down with whatever i throw at her..these 21 yrs of my life, i've only grown to respect & love her more...but it all started when she made the first move (mayb the first & only time in her entire life) to love somebody before she knew how the other felt...

my life wasn't, isnt & never will be perfect..but i have reason to go on with it, cause of each one of you...


-ng: Blessed by the Very Best
ps: inspiration for this looOong entry probably came from a very nice conversation i had in the wee hours of this morning with a new found friend :) thank you   ¶ 12:30 PM