be thankful i'm Happy. i really am. and im quite contented. with the way life is right now. it's settled down heaps. i feel like i can resume my life again, and go on with all i have to do. it wasnt that i couldnt before. but thnigs change as they always do, and i've met a fork in the road, and am embarking on a new path. i now have better grasp of what it means when one door closes another opens. it's something that's bound to happen i guess, if the other door hasnt opened, i guess the previous one hasnt been closed. i dun wanna think about being stuck in the middle or if both doors are open and im conveniently ignoring the plausibility that both might be shut at the same time.
-im trying to have faith in the fact that that doesnt happen-.
ive been told everything happens for a reason. i dun quite see The Reason as yet, but i noe it'll come. have had a very good time, catching up with all my mates...have reminded me that they're the best la..really. *hug hug hug*. it's amazing how we can all pick up where we left off. then again, they're the kind of friends that never 'left off' at all.
im supremely lucky. :)

Change never ceases to amaze me.
so. thus. im off, back to melbourne. to return soon. very soon. and i cannot wait to come back, to my support system that never shuts down. :) have a lot of parties planned ;) i'm 21 and loving it.


ps: happy belated birthday che!!

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