impending had a nightmare last night. tis been a while since i had a nightmare. it was about something really realistic. and i noe it'll happen sooner or later. but it still totally freaked me out. not sure what freud would say about it, that bugger. but i guess i have repressed the thought of it happening. then again, when i woke up, i was bugged, but not as freaked out as i was in my dream. which im not sure is a good or a bad thing. mayb i'm in denial, that's why when im awake it seems less devastating. i dunno. still feel a tad bit uneasy tho. but i dun really have time to 'ponder' or entreat upon that thought. should get down to more studying. hopefully it'll take my mind off yucky things.
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