Friday, December 3
jigsaws
everytime im back for a holiday, it kindda feels like my life is at a standstill. which i havent decided if it's a positive or negative thing. hell ya it's a good time. but unfulfilling. my mom actually proposed i transfer the credits i have and go continue uni in florida. HUH? im not sure how long i looked at her with my mouth gaping & brows furrowed. but i think it was quite awhile cos my jaw kindda ached after that. serious. i dunno what she was thinking la. i hate flying. i really do. as much as im back, do not be deceived. i do not like flying at all. it has become a conditioned fear. ANYWAYSSsss..point is. my life is how. fluid? in a weird way. like i wonder, if i had said yes to my mom, would arrangements be underway now? im kindda craving a stable. fairly normal kindda life right now. i embrace routine. to an extent.
is that being a lousy & inflexible actor who cannot match up & fit the roles that she has been handed during her scene?
¶ 4:30 PM
is that being a lousy & inflexible actor who cannot match up & fit the roles that she has been handed during her scene?
¶ 4:30 PM
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it's being completely human, mature enough to pinpoint what you want (how many of us don't?) and courageous enough to keep at your aim.
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dA fLY
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