Friday, March 11
eggshells
birthdays don't scare me. im not affected by the fact that i'll be increasingly plagued by wrinkles & loose skin..well okay i am, a teeny tiny bit..but more so, it's started to dawn on me that growing up means i'm gonna have to do things my parents do! duh, but think about it..sighh..can i jus have the good bits? pleaseee?
u hear of friends getting engaged, then the wedding invites start coming in. baby showers *horror*..i really await the day i get a wedding invite from one of my close friends...im expecting major water works & nostalgia n panic too..but everyone'll soon be doing these things, when all i wanna do is go back to sec school, to the lalaland of 40min lessons, pe, the time when CCA was still called ECA!!! that was the life. like today, i was considering my wardrobe and i thought. am i too old to be wearing little skirts? *super horrific thought* not that i especially fancy little things but. i dun wanna be old n boring. power suits and all rock. but not appropriate for xlb pig outs....??
i noe what angel means. about wanting to put off going to a job fair for as long as possible. it's jus scary. *shudder* im gonna be in my mid twenties before i noe it =/...i reckon guys have it easier. i mean they've got longer till their 'prime' and their 'prime' lasts for like..half their lives!!!
*crumbles into heap.* ¶ 7:33 PM
u hear of friends getting engaged, then the wedding invites start coming in. baby showers *horror*..i really await the day i get a wedding invite from one of my close friends...im expecting major water works & nostalgia n panic too..but everyone'll soon be doing these things, when all i wanna do is go back to sec school, to the lalaland of 40min lessons, pe, the time when CCA was still called ECA!!! that was the life. like today, i was considering my wardrobe and i thought. am i too old to be wearing little skirts? *super horrific thought* not that i especially fancy little things but. i dun wanna be old n boring. power suits and all rock. but not appropriate for xlb pig outs....??
i noe what angel means. about wanting to put off going to a job fair for as long as possible. it's jus scary. *shudder* im gonna be in my mid twenties before i noe it =/...i reckon guys have it easier. i mean they've got longer till their 'prime' and their 'prime' lasts for like..half their lives!!!
*crumbles into heap.* ¶ 7:33 PM
