Friday, July 1
every little thing.
yes. the little things do matter. they matter to you & to me. thus i cannot be excused for my slip up.
yet i cannot change a thing. i can only try harder in the future. thank you for wanting to forgive & forget rather than brood/sulk/throw tantrums. yet the guilt and self condemnation is not gonna pass easily or quickly. i never meant to hurt you. i never want anything but the best for us. i will tread gingerly for awhile to come. may the hard get easier and the harder draw us closer my dearest. take your time to get everything out of your system. i understand & i promise to be patient. & then no more, let's move on. let's look forward to greater things.
i noe not how i can help or make amends. pray tell. i dun have the capacity or ''self-grace'' to let things slide. i can only ask from above for allowances.
thank you for your love that chooses to forgive & accept. not accuse & fault. ¶ 2:02 AM
yet i cannot change a thing. i can only try harder in the future. thank you for wanting to forgive & forget rather than brood/sulk/throw tantrums. yet the guilt and self condemnation is not gonna pass easily or quickly. i never meant to hurt you. i never want anything but the best for us. i will tread gingerly for awhile to come. may the hard get easier and the harder draw us closer my dearest. take your time to get everything out of your system. i understand & i promise to be patient. & then no more, let's move on. let's look forward to greater things.
i noe not how i can help or make amends. pray tell. i dun have the capacity or ''self-grace'' to let things slide. i can only ask from above for allowances.
thank you for your love that chooses to forgive & accept. not accuse & fault. ¶ 2:02 AM
