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there are certain points in all my relationships where i get the "im not sure what happens next" thought. these are especially due to periods in time when the going gets tough. but then all it takes is a moment/little event/thought/talk/meeting to reverse the situation and then i think. it's all good. we havent lost it afterall. this came to me over the weekend. met up with my pri 6 classmates & when we all sat down and talked, it was great. tho the last time i spoke to any of them was months ago, when we got together it was totally relaxed & enjoyable & i realized these pple have not changed since they were 12. this weekend showed me many new things that never crossed my mind before. & im thankful for them all.sharing during bible study on sat made me think. i noe He prompted me ask not for good results but for direction after, Regardless of the results. i felt this sense of serenity asking for faith & trust in His plans, rather than fretting over the results & i felt really really good after. i trust Him. angel, congrats on the job. am super proud of you. :) *beams*sam, im really happy that you're happy :) you'll be returning to him shortly, so dun fret over phonebills yet. heh.jo, jacq, vic & grace thank you for partaking in super yummy dessert wine with me. :) hopefully there'll be another reason to get dressed up soon ;)& You. you've jus been the best. thru everything :) & i appreciate everything - opening car doors, giving me & my friends rides, appeasing me when i get grumpy, waking up early so we get to share breakfast, holding my hand when i get weak, going out of your way to make sure everything's perfect for me. i love you.