Friday, July 8
overwhelmed
jus when i thought it couldnt get any better, i remembered it was friday already in melbourne. the day results'd be released. i checked not expecting them to be up yet but they were.
& i passed. everything. including quan methods. i wasnt expecting anything. in fact, i'd braced myself for the fall. but He didnt let me fall. i can continue my psych & crim major. im halfway thru my major. mayb this one time, i wont decide to fall off the bus mid-way. & jus give up like i always have. maybe this time i will understand what it means when they say the things we work for are the things we appreciate & treasure the most. maybe this time, i will finally finish something i started.
i really want this. for myself, for my future. i owe this to myself & especially to my parents who have supported me & helped me up thru all my failings. they who've never reprimanded or given up on me. they always believed i could do it more than i ever did. this one's for my mom & my dad.
He will carry me thru. ¶ 12:31 AM
& i passed. everything. including quan methods. i wasnt expecting anything. in fact, i'd braced myself for the fall. but He didnt let me fall. i can continue my psych & crim major. im halfway thru my major. mayb this one time, i wont decide to fall off the bus mid-way. & jus give up like i always have. maybe this time i will understand what it means when they say the things we work for are the things we appreciate & treasure the most. maybe this time, i will finally finish something i started.
i really want this. for myself, for my future. i owe this to myself & especially to my parents who have supported me & helped me up thru all my failings. they who've never reprimanded or given up on me. they always believed i could do it more than i ever did. this one's for my mom & my dad.
He will carry me thru. ¶ 12:31 AM
