boxers unite uggh..

am sooo dreading going back to work after the 5 day break i've had..
its not like i have to deal with an overflowing inbox or
emails being bounced back cause my mailbox is full...
neither is it the early mornings cos im up at that time anyways.
mayb it's my too ah-lian/aunty colleagues
or the way time crawls for those 10 hrs..
or the fact that the internet doesn't lemme access anything.
or the fact that i want to be somewhere else.

in the last week, i've seen all my beloved aunties
& uncles & cousins more often than in the last 3 yrs put together...
which is great cause it totally lifts my mom's spirits & makes her smile..
even aunties from denmark and florida will finally be meeting each other
after 10yrs??
oh no doubt, the noise levels will rise significantly.
but i miss those times when i was 9 (or smthing) &
i saw our relatives every weekend.
this weekend i wondered why as we grew
up we saw less & less of each other.

it felt weird that i was taking down my cousin's mobile numbers
and arranging family meetings with them rather than the adults.
felt weird that i was telling my cousins to bring their parents along..  ¶ 9:38 AM