belle du jour
favouritest.
he says "i dun care, hand it up one week late, that's okay!"he blatantly tells us he'll "shame you punks into going for tutes"he doesn't know where his office is.he wears cowboy boots all year round.his lecture is peppered with "under the breath" cuss words.he admits he's a tech failure & thus pledges allegiance to OHPs.his resolution for NY is to "learn to use powerpoint, dammit!"he tells us to "make up your own essay questions!!"he has no qualms about all resources being internet based.he openly slams the "bloody Herald Sun!!" (aussie equivalent of Newpaper)he'll fail you if you dare utter a bad word about his favourite footy team.he gives exam tips by telling the story of "John & his family at a christmas party"he doesnt believe in setting a requirement for tutorial attendance.he's brillianthe's one of the most respected criminologists aroundhe's my criminology lecturerhe's my favourite. :)
back at one.
friday night was so good.:) been a loooong while since clubbing has been that good.then again. with that amount of alcohol. *grin*granted. alittle puking. alot of headache the next morning.but all worth it i say. :)more.more.more.disclaimer: 1) a certain ex-pjcian who was there said "she siao ah!!" to a friend the next day, when referring to the amount of drinks i had. my question. why he so kay poh. 2) a friend's friend, remarked that i drink in a "very erotic manner". wtf?!why he also so kay poh. & a bit bian tai. 3) apparently friend's friends were also taking note of when i went to the loo to dispell system of alcohol. HUH?? i sure did not make announcement. &. were they that bored that night?! again - HUH?! came home tonight, (after getting ripped off by cabby. i get the worst ones i tell you.)to a familiar place that i feel i have earned the right to call "my home".my very own. where i noe about everything.& only i noe. where i handle everything.where i've settled into a routine of turning on main switches.checking certain things everything i come back.even where i place my luggage to unpack is fixed.in what order i unpack. which piece of luggage first.all that i noe so well already.when the plane took off today, i didn't have the usual nagging feeling i usually getwhen i watch the buildings of singaporeslowly disappear from under the airplane's wings.usually the last glimpse i get of the buildings, my eyes get blurry.maybe im ready to call melbourne home.
cravings so far:
cold storage roast chicken.
sashimi.
home cooked soup
-bawls-
my fridge is empty now except for red bull.
am sooo hungry.
for grace
i.have.been.tagged. 4 jobs you've had in your life HR intern at dbshelping out at dad's shop (?)receptionist/sales advisor at some teddy bear shop(okay i noe that's only 3. but ask me again in a few mths hopefully i'll have the 4th. & i noe 2 of the 3 dun even Really count..NEXT!!!)4 movies you could watch over and overpretty womanfootball hooligansnever been kissedi am sam4 tv shows you love(d) to watchO.Claguna beacheverybody loves raymondSATC4 places you've livedwest coastbukit timahmelbournemount sinai4 places you've been to on vacationeuropestateschinahk4 places you'd rather beNYLAGermany (in a few mths)some safari in africa4 favourite foodschocolatetofusashimifoie gras4 websites you visit dailyyahoo mailhollywood tunamy bloguni email4 taggedmarkminyiensam
water under the bridge
i have a week left (perhaps more if timetable is agreeable)but suddenly i have so many things to do. *head splits*it doesn't feel like i've been back for 3mths. altho, i Have totally gotten used to weather and surroundings. AND people.it's starting to feel like i never left some 4 yrs ago.wow. has it been that long?i dun wanna face up to the realization that im gonna have to leave melbourne for good, soon.ive only recently learnt to fully appreciate shuttling to and fro 2 places.it never feels like, im actually living somewhere.more like im always on holiday at one place or another.that's how it's been these 4 yrs. and i have to say.IT'S BEEN GOOD.
what if i come back in like, 4 mths and realize i don't like singapore that much afterall?
i mean. the people (fine, only my friends & family) are great. love em to bits.
taxis are Cheap. (1/2 the cabbies are psycho. 1/4 rude. & the rest, Lost.)
food's good.
but living here for the rest of my life?
i dunno if i can do that.
and starting to work here, full time?! (i guess working at all is bad.)
*concuss*
*slinks back into little corner i've named 'Denial'*
cheateth my feelings.
i woke up this morning. & was ready to go at 7.30am . i was how excited about the botanical gardens.but.i came downstairs and found them gone! the car, gone!i was promptly informed by my maid that my parents had left for theirromantic morning walk (without me) at 7.their plan worked. mine didn't.humph. feeling very unloved.
ps: angel. we have the machine. hahahahaha. u can borrow!! :)
jacq. sounds like a plan :)
check list
things to do. things i noe im gonna be doing. things i should do.go to botanical gardens with mom & dad tmr. (they wanted a romantic morning walk i think. but im tagging along. havent been in ages laaa..hahaha)suntan in backyard!! (thank you jo!! now i jus need that reflecting sheet thing, a cocktail with cute little umbrella in it & im good to go..)clear my table. (im avoiding my table right now. we're on a 'break'. can't look at it now ;))watch 'Silence of the lambs'.make 'tau huey' for marmy.
get more sleep. more quality sleep. (it's jus not been happening man.)arrange bday/farewell thing. (ideas anyone?? i think we've exhausted most ideas..)bring marmy to watch movie.HAIRCUT!!! (splurge or not to splurge. my ends are crying out.)
for you
you can scrub your hands,till the skin splits and tears.yes, they'll healbut we know how chapped they'll feel.dollops of la mer and kiehl'swon't make them soft still.the scars will be foreverto be your personal reminder.of how you should've been gentler,cause your hands are tender.the damn spot you wanto removeis in your head. not the surface.so don't drive yourself nuts,trapped in every 'maybe', 'if' or 'but'.
extra extra
OH!! & i forgot to add!!being so caught up with work & etc things going on,i completely forgot to pay rent for apartment in melbourne!!*bangs head against wall*have gotten eviction notice..(omg. how embarassing right.)even tho i called the stupid-no good-incompetent property agentto tell her on friday that transfer will only be complete middle of this week!!!!!arrrgghhh.dammit dammit dammit.worst part of getting evicted is moving and packing stuff. i mean, it's almost impossible to find packers in melbourne.i cannot emphasize enough howmuch i do not like (trying to refrain from using 'hate') moving.
*curse & swear*
yes jo ;)
i knew there was a reason why i had sucha strong urge to take half the day off today.& it was well worth it. :) interesting but not fabulous tiramisu. & a good movie, even tho it was for acompletely (kindda) different reason from jacq & angel's "i love woody allen films":)on the way back, the cabby said something that was kindda weird."if you ask me to u-turn u must have reason oneso i also won't ask you why."maybe i was reading into it, and trying to make it applicable to my life.i wondered if he applied it to every facet of his life maybe i should do the same. in any case, what kindda cabby says this kindda thing??
he's supposed to tell me off for making
him swerve across 3 lanes and asking him to make an illegal u-turn
at the last minute..
& why do we have this innate and seeminglyinsatiable need to conquer all?? why do we have the need to continually affirmthat what we want we get?abit arrogant huh..& when does this end?
i noe you've been extra patient and understanding.
& it's jus so i'll be happy, even at your expense.
cause you always said you'll "do anything that makes me happy"
& you won't even ask why.