Sunday, February 19
water under the bridge
i have a week left (perhaps more if timetable is agreeable)
but suddenly i have so many things to do.
*head splits*
it doesn't feel like i've been back for 3mths.
altho, i Have totally gotten used to weather and surroundings. AND people.
it's starting to feel like i never left some 4 yrs ago.
wow. has it been that long?
i dun wanna face up to the realization that im gonna have to leave melbourne for good, soon.
ive only recently learnt to fully appreciate shuttling to and fro 2 places.
it never feels like, im actually living somewhere.
more like im always on holiday at one place or another.
that's how it's been these 4 yrs.
and i have to say.
IT'S BEEN GOOD.
what if i come back in like, 4 mths and realize i don't like singapore that much afterall?
i mean. the people (fine, only my friends & family) are great. love em to bits.
taxis are Cheap. (1/2 the cabbies are psycho. 1/4 rude. & the rest, Lost.)
food's good.
but living here for the rest of my life?
i dunno if i can do that.
and starting to work here, full time?! (i guess working at all is bad.)
*concuss*
*slinks back into little corner i've named 'Denial'*
¶ 10:47 PM
but suddenly i have so many things to do.
*head splits*
it doesn't feel like i've been back for 3mths.
altho, i Have totally gotten used to weather and surroundings. AND people.
it's starting to feel like i never left some 4 yrs ago.
wow. has it been that long?
i dun wanna face up to the realization that im gonna have to leave melbourne for good, soon.
ive only recently learnt to fully appreciate shuttling to and fro 2 places.
it never feels like, im actually living somewhere.
more like im always on holiday at one place or another.
that's how it's been these 4 yrs.
and i have to say.
IT'S BEEN GOOD.
what if i come back in like, 4 mths and realize i don't like singapore that much afterall?
i mean. the people (fine, only my friends & family) are great. love em to bits.
taxis are Cheap. (1/2 the cabbies are psycho. 1/4 rude. & the rest, Lost.)
food's good.
but living here for the rest of my life?
i dunno if i can do that.
and starting to work here, full time?! (i guess working at all is bad.)
*concuss*
*slinks back into little corner i've named 'Denial'*
¶ 10:47 PM
