courtship all over again.
am quite excited. mark & i picked up 'mens' & 'womens' devotional bibles last week. we're supposed to remind each other & take time out to do it. i really hope it works :) also picked up 'boy meets girl'. it was 2nd year anniversary on sunday so it seems somewhat belated to be reading the book on courtship. but just as i was thinking that to myself, he wrote it doesnt matter if you're already in a committed relationship. so that's great.can't wait to meet up with girls on thurs!! :) it been too long...jo: was gonna ask about court appearance but phone was acting up and cldnt reply texts - how was it?!!angel: was scary to hear. glad to noe you're feeling better *hug*queeen: please get as much rest as you can for your giant brain's sake :)grace: where are youuuu???vick: sorry ktv didnt happen!! raincheck yarh!i can't believe it's christmas all over again. you noe how you think about last christmas and remember so vividly how it was spent. & you think, it wasn't that long ago yet so much has happened.i remember singing carols by your bedside. you sang along & spread cheer to all the others in the room. i believe we all found our voices & the christmas spirit because of you. this year will be so different. the only reason i can find joy is because i noe you loved the season. you relished having family over & belting out christmas tunes after dinner. that's why i'll continue finding joy in this day. during carolling practice last sunday i suddenly wondered what you were feeling & how you went to sleep last christmas. it must've been so awful spending christmas eve & day in a ward. even your wedding anniversay on the 26th. now i wish i'd spent more nights holding your hand as you fell asleep. just so i got to be with you a little more.