Tuesday, April 3
effing.
pls note: i need to rant.
it pisses me off. and i havent been this pissed off in awhile.
get off the effing high horse you're on cause YOU ARE NO BETTER than anyone else. you are NOT PERFECT contrary to what you believe in. oh you pretend to acknowledge that. but it's painfully blatant you think you're so much closer to perfection than everyone else is. even those closest to you. what gives you the right to talk down to cabbies jus cause they dun speak proper english. what gives you the right to be curt and impatient with him when he's done nothing except put up with more than he should have to. take it out on me, but not on him jus cause you think he's got little education. she was right. she often told me but i brushed it off thinking i knew you better. but clearly she IS right!! & im sorry for doubting her and belitting all she put up with. you are effing arrogant and conceited!! you judge me and question my religion whenever i falter and do something that is "not right". you and you alone can dish the shit but cant take any. because what, your shit is better than everyone elses'?! SCREW YOU UNDERSTAND. keep your obligatory gifts and good intentions. you claim to love us but honestly, this is the most fucked up kind of love i've known. it'd be better if you jus fell off the face of this earth, really. do not call me and give me shit about not seeing me. it's so difficult for him he doesnt even wanna talk to you; minimal contact is best. seriously?! are you not ashamed of yourself?? oops. i forget. you cannot be in the wrong, ever, because you speak good english and have a large vocabulary.
why the hell does everybody have to tiptoe around you? where should we submit our applications to breathe and be within 5 feet of you??? i feel bad for him. the tone of his voice when he speaks of you. he doesnt even speak ill of you, but i noe it affects him. i wish he'd blow up in your face. that'd be healthier for him, which i value more than your well being, to be honest. reality check. you are not the queen, you do not have a public holiday to call your own. would you like us to prostrate ourselves whenever you enter a room? you make things awkward. difficult. strained. which is exactly what you are come to think of it. he does not have to do a single thing for you. yet he does so without a word. it breaks my heart to try and imagine how shattered he must be because of you and your ATTITUDE. DO NOT SNAP at me and then call me impatient. you ask for my opinion then refute everything i have to say. WHY BOTHER!!! talk to the mirror!!! i dont want to put up with this. but circumstances say i have to. everyone else does i don't noe why! as if you havent put us thru enough crap. as if im not scarred for life because of what you did. have you ever apologized? not even in my dreams. its not possible. you think the life you lead is so hard and you sacrifice more than anyone else. jus leave like you clearly want to. you're so much better than the rest of us and it's such an injustice for you to be in our company. well im sorry but, TOUGH! somebody should really give you a good smack and hopefully you'll wake up. i wish his feelings wouldnt hurt so much but i guess he doesnt have a choice.
screw you la.
im trying my hardest to keep from wishing the world's ills on you.
i dont noe how long i'll last. ¶ 12:44 AM
it pisses me off. and i havent been this pissed off in awhile.
get off the effing high horse you're on cause YOU ARE NO BETTER than anyone else. you are NOT PERFECT contrary to what you believe in. oh you pretend to acknowledge that. but it's painfully blatant you think you're so much closer to perfection than everyone else is. even those closest to you. what gives you the right to talk down to cabbies jus cause they dun speak proper english. what gives you the right to be curt and impatient with him when he's done nothing except put up with more than he should have to. take it out on me, but not on him jus cause you think he's got little education. she was right. she often told me but i brushed it off thinking i knew you better. but clearly she IS right!! & im sorry for doubting her and belitting all she put up with. you are effing arrogant and conceited!! you judge me and question my religion whenever i falter and do something that is "not right". you and you alone can dish the shit but cant take any. because what, your shit is better than everyone elses'?! SCREW YOU UNDERSTAND. keep your obligatory gifts and good intentions. you claim to love us but honestly, this is the most fucked up kind of love i've known. it'd be better if you jus fell off the face of this earth, really. do not call me and give me shit about not seeing me. it's so difficult for him he doesnt even wanna talk to you; minimal contact is best. seriously?! are you not ashamed of yourself?? oops. i forget. you cannot be in the wrong, ever, because you speak good english and have a large vocabulary.
why the hell does everybody have to tiptoe around you? where should we submit our applications to breathe and be within 5 feet of you??? i feel bad for him. the tone of his voice when he speaks of you. he doesnt even speak ill of you, but i noe it affects him. i wish he'd blow up in your face. that'd be healthier for him, which i value more than your well being, to be honest. reality check. you are not the queen, you do not have a public holiday to call your own. would you like us to prostrate ourselves whenever you enter a room? you make things awkward. difficult. strained. which is exactly what you are come to think of it. he does not have to do a single thing for you. yet he does so without a word. it breaks my heart to try and imagine how shattered he must be because of you and your ATTITUDE. DO NOT SNAP at me and then call me impatient. you ask for my opinion then refute everything i have to say. WHY BOTHER!!! talk to the mirror!!! i dont want to put up with this. but circumstances say i have to. everyone else does i don't noe why! as if you havent put us thru enough crap. as if im not scarred for life because of what you did. have you ever apologized? not even in my dreams. its not possible. you think the life you lead is so hard and you sacrifice more than anyone else. jus leave like you clearly want to. you're so much better than the rest of us and it's such an injustice for you to be in our company. well im sorry but, TOUGH! somebody should really give you a good smack and hopefully you'll wake up. i wish his feelings wouldnt hurt so much but i guess he doesnt have a choice.
screw you la.
im trying my hardest to keep from wishing the world's ills on you.
i dont noe how long i'll last. ¶ 12:44 AM
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Hey laine, hope ur feeling better!
and did u read about jason from LB? He got arrested like for the 4th time!? Its good LC broke up with him. hurhur
love,jo
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and did u read about jason from LB? He got arrested like for the 4th time!? Its good LC broke up with him. hurhur
love,jo
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