last supper my last blog before i go home i reckon...booHoooO...gonna miss melb...already miss my friends..sighh...so sad...anyways..tis dinner time then last revision..am supposedly getting wasted tmr after my exam..hahaha..at like..4 in the afternoon?? so wrong..anyways...till nex time...im coming homeeee
  ¶ 7:27 PM 0 Comments

  da bin lo i jus had a mini cleberation cause all my mates have finished their exams cept...ME!!! *fumeeesss* dammit dammit dammit..otherwise we could all br getting drunk again tonight, before laine leaves tmr morning..bleeeaahh...so im stuck @ home studying again..tmr..cant wait for thurs..end of all exams & going homeee...altho all my mates wan me to stay longer cause there'a a HuUuge party on friday which i'll miss...shiatt......


anyways...celebration incuded da bin lo-ing soOo good fun..so much food...*buRp*
  ¶ 10:33 PM 1 Comments

 
sorta a compilation/summary of my weekend..sighhh..  ¶ 2:26 PM 1 Comments

  off my face my last weekend in melb. am undecided if im really happy or sad. i guess it doesnt matter cause i really *aHem* made full use of the weekend. did all i wanted to do. pretty much ended it with a bang *grin* i never knew how useful mobile phones that can take videos reeeaaallly are..hahaha..have quite a few videos of my mates, off their face..it's hilarious swopping & sharing stories with back up video evidence if anyone should try & deny anything..hahaha..there's no running now :)

muahahahahaha
  ¶ 11:41 AM 1 Comments

  so it's friday. the weekend has come round again. that was really quick. i jus noe that jus like THAT im gonna find myself in the boarding room in the airport. & i wont be able to believe that here i am -again- on my way home -again- i know ive been home alot of times this year. haha. i like going home. what can i say. hahaha. alot fo good times guaranteed ahead. these holidays, i have quiiiteee high expectations. muahaha..all my mates. please be ready to party with me.


anyways. i googled 'gelatin' & yesh. true enough. it is made out of scraps of animal parts. im not going into detail about it. but. i think i might stay of jelly for awhile. hahaha..mong, yes u were right. not that i had any doubts. but u do spout funny things all the time. hahahaha...


random rambles: ive never tried Long Island tea u noe. for the alcoholic i am. ive always stuck to the conventional spirits & all. anyways. ive made a deal with a certian someone. hahaha. we will see how many i can down. & we're gonna match each other. arent we?? *rubs hands together eagerly* whheeEEEee


life is beauitful. it really is. take time to appreciate & reminisce. albeit the puddles of mud. the good times really do surpass the puddles. try it.


=)

  ¶ 10:07 AM 2 Comments

  hooves n horns horns are quite versatile things arent they...


1) they determine sea monkeys' gender
2) cow horns are used to make gelatin
3) they also expose my secret, repressed identity by sticking right out of my head...


great.jus great.
  ¶ 2:56 PM 3 Comments

  k gorh zi wong i smell something burning. it's a cross between burning plastic


i am a farking idiot!!! hahahaha..i was typing my blog right & when i got to that point (burning plastic) i realized when i got home, the first thing i did was set water to boil, in a saucepan cos i wanted to make agaragar..& i went off to do my laundry..chat a bit..start on my blog...only to realize the burning smell was coming from my kitchen!!! hahahaha...sighh...this is almost as bad as the time i left a used plate in the dishwasher (i wanted to accumulate stuff b4 running it) & it was only after 2-3mths that my sister discovered it..all moldy & funghi-y..the mushrooms were thriving in that moist, dark dishwasher..hahaha -note to vic, if you've given up on your sea monkeys..look into shrooms..muahahaha-


sighh..so, yea...the mystery is solved..hahaha..am currently reading dan brown's "devils & angels" (or vice versa..) tis quite good!! haha :)..to all out there who've read his books like, five times over..do not "doh~" me...do not "hellOo?? get with the program??" me.......
  ¶ 2:17 PM 4 Comments

  pandora's box it is sucha hassle forgetting to bring your keys. ughH. anyways, am feeling rather inarticulate and incoherent today -mong/BQ: yesh, stuttering monglet- soO..basically it's



hApPY biRtHdaY cLownz!!
  ¶ 10:39 AM 2 Comments

  impending had a nightmare last night. tis been a while since i had a nightmare. it was about something really realistic. and i noe it'll happen sooner or later. but it still totally freaked me out. not sure what freud would say about it, that bugger. but i guess i have repressed the thought of it happening. then again, when i woke up, i was bugged, but not as freaked out as i was in my dream. which im not sure is a good or a bad thing. mayb i'm in denial, that's why when im awake it seems less devastating. i dunno. still feel a tad bit uneasy tho. but i dun really have time to 'ponder' or entreat upon that thought. should get down to more studying. hopefully it'll take my mind off yucky things.
  ¶ 8:26 AM 2 Comments

  who u hahaha hahaha..wad do u reckon..my first time coming across the ad for "singapore"..was gonna put up the melbourne one..but i figured i'll put this one up first..try and appease some of you peeps who are totally hating me cause i've only got 2 exams..not naming names -looks pointedly at angel!!!- hahaha..im kiddin..well, i guess i jus do more assignments larhh..which some may find more tedious whilst other prefer -looks pointedly at angel again- :) (u noe i lurve yaaa) but yeshh..even those taking exams with me refuse to patronize me when i whine about stdying..haha..cos most of them are commerce pple who have 4 exams with like, 3-4 day intervals.. -couNts my blessinGS- then again!!! it's the arts degree that is totally being slammed in the toilets man!! hahaha..i saw this "this is how much an arts degree is worth (arrow pointing to toilet roll) " so yea!! hahaha..thankful most of my frens are arts pple..haha..
jo: law totally rox 2..hahaha..with your cute seniors and all...& u're probably gonna do the jet-set thingy b4 most of us :) many much love!! haha


so anywaysss..yesh, i've got...15days till my nex exam..am contemplating slacking off...but...there're quite alot of notes to go thru for this subj..argghh...then again..writing them blardee notes is heaps better than studying them...oh well..*zen moment* *breathes* soon i will be home...
SPEAKING of which!!!! i wanna go club babes!!!! everybody gimme the date you finish ya exams!! i have jo's and angel's!! soO..everyone else..gimme & i'll come up with a date we can all make it :)..hehe..that'll be a start..from there, we can plan our other parties..*wide wide smile* *overwhelmed by moment of bliss*



ahhhhhhh...i like
  ¶ 12:40 PM 4 Comments

  my own time oOhh..half an hr till exam..1 down , 1 to go!!! so what if i only have 2 papers!! they're still exams ogaayy!! hahaha...
c'mon peeps!! we can do this!!! :)
  ¶ 10:29 AM 0 Comments

  stationary i noe im weird. but stationary shopping is really therapeutic for me. hahaha. it's relatively cheap toO!!! getting nice fancy pens with ink that smells like fruit, or looks like a colour off the rainbow. how happy is that. haha. i think it all started with the bookshops in primary sch? haha..they always had really cool erasers and pencils..(cos we cldn't use pens till primary4 i think?!) well, at least THEN they were like, the highlight of my life la..i'd visit the bookshop aunty everyday, in between turns at hopscotch or pepsi cola 1,2,3 (until my silly principal banned it!!) but yea. i guess that's how it all started. haha. and when i was living at west coast, from p1-6 (the longest i ever stayed put at a place!) i'd go to this stationary shop called "lucky star" i noe i noeee!! but still i'd go there everyday & buy something. and at dinner, i'd show everyone what i bought. my parents complained in the beginning cos the drawers filled up quicker than anyone could use the stationary. but after awhile, it was like, highlight of my day & dinner time..hahaha..i love my sad life =)


this trip i was back in spore, was at west coast mkt with my sister and her bf..we were da bao-ing dinner. while waiting for the food, i decided to go see if "Lucky star" was still there! and i highly doubted it cos almost all the other shops had moved. but!!! it was there!! and the guy who used to peer at me over the counter was still there too!! i didnt go in, pai se la..haha, but the dude happened to turn to look and he smiled at me!!! he recognized meee!! hahaha..(the shop was half it's size :( my sister insists i had a hand in it's downsizing..bleahh) seeing that shop reminded me of my bike rides everyday to the shop, and scavanging all the shelves, when life was so simple. biggest dilemma was what to have for lunch, how to hound my maid, whether to kill the coy in my dad's pond (i.dun.fancy.fish.very.much.steamed.fried.or.swimming) Life was good. but then i had to go and grow up.


still. stationary shopping has the same effect on me. what triggered this entry was thinking about my upcoming exams and wondering which pens to bring. i realize i still go back to using the same pen i've used since jc - uniball signo DX 0.38..hahaha

ps: meien, u still using pilot G1??? u've been using that since...pri.5???? hahaha..& do you still tag them?? :)
  ¶ 10:02 AM 1 Comments

  absolut A B S O L U T L Y



i love love love the absolut ads..i think they have like..the most brilliant advertising team. ever. i mean like. wow. look. vodka is vodka is vodka huh. but Absolut is like The Vodka, thanks to the marketing i reckon. vodka tastes the same. more or less. sides when u're sloshed, it doesnt matter what u're drinking. they all taste the same. haha.


have the ads on my door, had this femininity one on the cover of my notebook. haha. has resulted in many a conversation with my tutors and tute mates. haha. oh well. i wanted to put up this absolut impotence one. hahaha..it showed a shrivelled bottle. but. i dun wanna get into any trouble. sOo..this is a safer one. hahaha...


*skips off*
*lade dum de dum*

  ¶ 8:28 PM 0 Comments

  deceived the sky here is alot clearer, there're a lot more stars at night. well, at least where i am.


there's this one star, i'd see every night. it was one i shared with a very special person. someone i held close to my heart. every time i saw the star, i'd think, somewhere, under the very vast sky, we had something in common, something physical we could both share, at the very sametime, the exact moment. i havent looked for it in awhile..but i looked up tonight, and there it was, luminous.then i realized it was the only one in the dark night. and it was very bright indeed. exactly how i remember it. then it occurred to me, that maybe it's a satellite. *world crumbles to pieces* & it hit me that i was being very foolish and ignorant to assume the one bright light i'd see every night, when all the other stars were dimmed, was a star and not something else. i felt cheated. yea. but u noe. no one told me it was a star. i chose to believe what i saw. what i thought. it was what i wanted it to be. & while i never had a reason to question, i allowed myself to continue, deceiving myself. to be oblivious. there was no reason for me to prove to myself it WAS in actuality a star. (how i'd have done dat i have no clue). i mean, hello?? why would there be ONE star in the entire pitch black sky, in the middle of a storm.


i reckon many pple go thru life, believing things they see and not questioning. life's easier that way isn't it. why knock on something if it ain't broken (forgive the cliche..) and when the cold. harsh. stark truth hits them. that whatever they had placed their firm belief in turns out to be something else, they blame the world. everything else around them. everything that cannot retaliate. life, the mailman. i guess many pple blame themselves too. if only they'd known. if only they were wiser. more discerning. less blinded. thought more. spoke less. listened more. angered less. those thoughts have crossed my mind. more than once. & while i feel absolutely regretful & ashamed of my daft-ness. im not sure it wont happen again.
  ¶ 7:57 PM 1 Comments